I'm shaking as I type this. After so many years I haven't update my blog, but i feel like now i need it more than ever. Writing use to be my therapy. so. my husband died. on 22-11-22 to be exact. 85 days ago there. i say it. you won't believe how much courage i've gathered to type this post here. the very blog that witness our journey. from a hopeless teenager, to finally got married, and eventually became parents of two adorable kids. too bad i didn't get a chance to update it more. however i frequently updated my twitter & instagram. so there are traces of our journey there as well. how do i feel? PAIN. EXCRUCIATING PAIN. A PAIN THAT IMPOSSIBLE TO CURE My heart so tattered that there's nothing more to be torn. He died a sudden death. I won't go into details, at least not now. Our 20 years journey ended abrubtly. there goes our future hopes and dreams. __________________ I begin to questioning the existence of God. We've lead a good life. we&
Unlike my first pregnancy , I gotta admit that after I gave birth to my 2nd baby, I found it harder to bounce back to my pre-pregnancy weight. As a matter of fact, i thought it was impossible. The combination between workout hard and the right meal plan really plays the role of successful diet. I ain't get no help so at the moment I had to juggle between running errands, school, extra classes, household issues (thank God I didn't have to do chores), maintain my social life, my love life, in short ... my life . WHILE I want to lose weight. I can't go to the gym easily, have so many to do list that I have to tick every single day. Besides, I never like gym anyway... I remember I have an old email buried somewhere in my inbox, an e-book from Kayla Itsines. She is a personal trainer from Australia. I think she was among the first who introduce HIIT exercise. Her kind of training convince me that it's really possible to do the workout at home, even with minimal equi