Chasing Intan

twenty six 2 July 2013 Thank God for blessing me MUCH more than I deserve. Never thought that my silly high school pranks has finally come to realization, one step at a time. I mean, I was joking when I said, "I'd be married by 25 and having two kids before 30". But boy, how we have to be careful what we said cos we just might get it!  If one asked what I really want on my birthday, I'd be clueless. I'm at my happiest point in life and I couldn't ask for more but thank God for every blessings.  I've had the best day in my life, surrounded with people I love and of course, my lil boo boo inside the womb. Thank you all for the wishes :) Many happy returns back at ya!  pregnancy so far thanks doll cake #1 xoxo with lil sissy! cake #2  thank you from the bottom of my heart:)

Of course this is not the title of Adele's new album. Birthdays are traumatic. *MINE* is dreadful. I had the best birthday ever last year which lead to the most disastrous day of my life. However, July 2nd 2012 was inevitable. It went smooth, with a midnight and morning surprise by Dieter and my family. But each detail on my birthday reminded me of last July. It was the most horrifying moment in my entire life and I couldn't just toss it away. Step aside..  Back in the days, I've always said to my girlfriends that I'd be married by 25 and stop making babies by 30. Then I'll devoted the rest of my life solely to my family.  Oh boy, how we always have to be careful of what we wish for, cos we just may get it. My friend highly took my then bullshits with pinch of salt, but one of them is coming on horizon. In fact, it's around the corner.  As time move forwards, so do I. As much as I love Dieter, there's a tiny little doubt in my h...

Dieter turned over a new year on February 7th.. I've known him for NINE glorious year. What a long rollercoaster and of course, I'd buy another ticket! and this time, for a lifetime.. Cos our journey will end the day we close our eyes and leave this world.  Happy birthday baby . There's nothing more I can say than my pride of being your longtime partner and (hoping) soon to be your lifetime wifey. with every beat of my heart, there's a beat for you may your wishes will come true :3

From early morning surprise..  blow the candle look how cute Loubi is! She kissed me. Love you Mom xoxo ...and you too To another surprise..  Mom prepared all of this! the birthday girl got a kiss from Mom my lovely Dad :D dear sissy funny brother turbulence boyfriend <3 he chose a Cannondale over a pair of Louboutin. LOL nasi kuning (yellow rice)  And the greatest surprise among all..  beautiful flower in a beautiful room :) met my bestie Daisy grab a light bite at La Moda thank you thank you thank you thank you for everything birthday dinner Ocha n Bella vintage scooter! I'm happiest girl in the world!  Can't thank you enough.. I had the most amazing day in my life. My  best birthday ever.  I feel so blessed, beyond measure. Thank God. 

Dearest,  We both know that we've been through some major ups and downs. There were those hard times when we didn't look each other's eyes.. But also there were those happier times when we laughed together and hugged each other very tight. Sorry cos I haven't make you proud.. :( But that doesn't mean I love you any less.  Deep down inside I'll always be your little girl. Thank you for being the best Dad in the world.. You've no idea how much I love and adore you. Happy birthday! GBU abundantly xoxo

Ciao tutti :) It's been awhile since my last post. I often feeling down and sad recently.. Really don't wanna sum it up in my blog. I'm tired of the dramas and now I don't give a F no more. I'm overwhelmed with endless wedding parties and also those boring questions, asking me about marriage and things. Chinese NY pretty much the same. The conversation between my family always revolves around marriage. I was like, "Egypt is about to burn down, can you guys find other topic that more interesting and educational to talk to and stop taking care about those shit?" Yes I am so mad. Like, we'll get married someday. Enough. So now I wanna a fresh start. And let's talk about my boyfriend's birthday :) On February 7th, Dieter celebrated his 25th birthday.. I was in such desperation in searching the perfect gift. Cos I've known him for more than eight years... So you know, I've been there, done that.  Finally, the bulb light and here comes the ...

I'm aging. Don't we all? Every year we celebrate a special day, known as a "birthday". While everyone cheering HAPPY birthday for you, but deep down inside, I feel sad. Sort of. Birthday means my time in this word has decreased once again. If back in 1987 God wrote in my lifecard I'll die on 60, that means I have lost another 1 year and still have 37 years left to live. Ouch. Scary. I whined last Friday on exactly 12AM, that I was extremely grateful for what I am now. God has been so nice to me. Well, one year older MUST means one year better, and hopefully, one year wiser & closer to God. It's unfair how people judge others by their age. 40 y.o doesn't mean mature & 15 y.o doesn't mean childish. And 23 doesn't mean you have to get married! For God's sake, since when the "I hope you're getting married soon" being so IN? People are rude. I'd rather have this wish: "May your life will always be surrounded by fabulou...

[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Words*] Last week, my two girls celebrated their birthday!! First of all, my sister Imelda , who celebrated her 26th birthday on last Friday (Sept 12) Gawd, how can I describe her? She's a multi-talented, luckiest, toughest girl in the world! You'll be amazing if I write down her Curriculum Vitae here! She's b een thro ugh ma ny storms in her life, and that what makes her stand the way she is now. You won't believe every goal that she has achieve in her life. Too many to list. Too long to mention. She's just.. Incredible !! (I'd wish I can be like her someday, LOL) That's way too dreamy. I always pray that she will get what she's been dreaming of, reach another milestone, and wish the best for her!! In the other side of this world... My girl Amy was also celebrating her 25th birthday on Se pt 14th. She's a very talented woman, the best female song-writer I've ever heard in ages (after I discovered Madonna 10 years ago...

Happy Birthday!! Long Live The Queen!!! Thank you for enriching our life and making the world a much better place too! Looking FAB at 50!

current mood: EXCITED and SHOCKED to death!! Thanks Daddy!! For your present :) I can't wait 'till September! Too excited! Lalala.... Lalala..... ^_______^ update #1 BTW, I changed my layout. But sadly, it's just work for Internet Explorer users, sorry Mozilla's!! :P You can still view my blog via Mozilla, but it won't work 100%. Oh still feel happy!!! Dumdum...didam..dup dup :)

Well, yesterday on July 2nd, I was turning 21! Hmmph, what can I say? I just feel lucky, cos I always surrounded by people whom I really lov e an d a dmire, and most of all, they love me too :) That's the greatest feeling in the world. ^^ Being 21... Nothing special, instead I've to be more responsible to myself, to m y future, to my family, cos I already 21 now and I'm ashamed cos I haven't achieve anything special through my whole life ;( My wishes are ..................................................................... (psst that's a huge s ecr et!!!) I've got three celebrations. Glosis (with my BF) 020708 Laos (with my BFF) 030708 There was an interesting story at Laos. I dined there with my m ate s, and they brought me a cake (thanks!!). When they sang a "happy birthday" song to me, few strangers who sit in front of us was singing that too. They're from Netherlands, very kind people, and they pray for me too!! So I slice my cakes and gave i...