Chasing Intan

I got sick. I don't know what to blame. The apocalyptic weather? The wedding preparation? The intertwine? Well maybe none to blame. It's just me.. My weak body finally taken its toll from the cocktail of frustration between work, home, and wed.  I coughed a lot (including runny nose), had fever and sore joints. Bad enough till glued me in the bed for four days. I still took a bath tho (TBH I didn't in the first two days). My doctor was MIA for three weeks and I couldn't find better doctor to heal my sickness.  Turned out, there were lot things to do when I lying on the bed. Resting (obviously). Read books. Browsing. Especially for wedding shoes (yay!) Ate properly. Drank juice twice a day. Gulped mix of lime wedges and honey. Observed those who care and not too care :D. Haunted my bf at work by facetime him all the time. Thanked God for every breath. Thanked God for I've been surrounded with nice people around me. Thanked God for I wasn't alone.  ...

I hardly updated my blog cos I feel nothing but sad, grieve, and devastated. I didn't want my blog contaminated with such feeling. Off a good start, I had a fab time last holiday, I went to Bali with my family. My mom included to be exact. We had small talk. Well at least we talked. A bit. The fact that my mom is my biggest enemy is hitting me hard. how could this thing ever occurred to me? I'm the one who always with her, defended her, went on holiday with her, shared our stories. It's like she slapped my face many times. Literally. And then again, at least we talked. I might forgive her.. As well as she forgive me, but I'm sure both of us won't forget what happened that day for many many years. Anyway, Bali was sweeter when my boyfriend surprisedly came. On the 4th day. I was so happy cos we could spend our holiday together. We explored Bali with his style, by motorcycle. It's fun yeah, I've never been go out in motorcycle in Bali, like ever. So as u...

Twelve months have passed since we kissed 2009 goodbye.. And welcomed 2010. At the turn of that year, we never know what was coming.. Each and every single day of 2010 tell a different story and left a different memory. Some good and some not too good. The almost 365 days journey bring me to a new place and dare I say, a whole new "me".  The year 2010 have been a wonderful year, yet a learning year for me. As time has been a very tremendous teacher, yet a great punisher. It took me to a lot new places, whether outside and INSIDE of me that I never thought of. I've learned a lot this year. A lot more than the previous year. Let me review best moment of 2010....  Gennaio Just read my  2010 resolution  and couldn't help myself but laugh. It's sooooo friggin funny and even there are several points that came true this year. But too bad I haven't had a chance to take short courses, like make up course, and learn French and Chinese language :( In fact, I was ...

Current mood: over-tired, over-excited, over-LOADED!! Just got back from HOLIDAY!!!! I just blessed that I still can spend my holiday being surrounded with people I love the most. Well, my holiday was as great as usual. I'm so grateful that I still been able to travel :) although this is my #... visit to Bali, but this place is wonderful. You always want to back there for more. To double the experiences, the fun, the trip to ancient places and temples, eat delicious Balinese food such as duck and seafood :p even tanned your skin and cash out your money in every store that exist! LOL. Nuff story about Bali, cos I'm sure everyone will know what I'd been doing there :) The greatest thing was, my family. I really really, I mean REALLY love them. The only thing you can depend on is your family. The best thing to hold onto life is each other. 6 days in Bali. How I miss my boyfriend. I thought last week was the longest time we didn't meet. We always see each other almost e...

had so much fun!!

I sick of holiday! Really want to get out of it!! Maybe everyone loves holiday. I do love it too, but in a SHORT term. I mean, what should I do with this very long-term holiday? Yeap, it'll last on Feb 11. As a matter of fact, my holiday will end within 2 and a half months since my last exam! Eww.. I'm in talk about small business with my boyfriend right now. I hope this can be real. Cause I've been too boring and I've to do something useful than spend money everytime on foods, shopping spree, or other things. BTW, my exam isn't bad after all. I'm pretty happy with that. Thank GOD.

My holiday will end on February 11. So it's a Looooonnngggggg way to go! And I don't do anything except play with my mates, go out with my boyfriend, go to the gym, eat and sleep! I'm so boring............... Can anyone gimme a job? Update, I've found it one : Cleaning up my closet! GOD I can't stand it. I took half of my dresses out of closet. Put it in my bed and BAM! What should I do next? I really need a walk in closet! It will be in my wish list!