Chasing Intan

Haven't I talk about ones of my favorite people in the world? Introducing, my lovely sister and brother.. Arlin and Kenrick. I could talk about them all day, everyday like 24/7. I love them THAT much. Even D once questioned me about my love to him compare to them! LOL. He's such a jealousy. Being an oldest sister sometimes is not enough. I have to be their friends (please notice the age differences! I'm now 25 going 26, my sister is now 20 and my lil brother is only 10!) Can you imagine how I have to cope, let alone befriended with them? When I'm with Arlin, I have to be a cool college girl (complete with all the drama surroundings and men thingy and study matters) She would talk all about her days at Uni, her probs with men,, friends, and so on. We shared a lot... Apart from clothes and shoes cos we're totally different when it comes to our fashion senses. Err... I don't know whether she's keeping something from me, but I don't. I'm lik...

Congratulations to my second brother, Herry for his newborn baby girl, Mikaela Pribadi ..  So now I've one nephew and one niece! I'm a proud aunty! Will post her pic soon. <3

Dearest,  We both know that we've been through some major ups and downs. There were those hard times when we didn't look each other's eyes.. But also there were those happier times when we laughed together and hugged each other very tight. Sorry cos I haven't make you proud.. :( But that doesn't mean I love you any less.  Deep down inside I'll always be your little girl. Thank you for being the best Dad in the world.. You've no idea how much I love and adore you. Happy birthday! GBU abundantly xoxo

As time goes by, my cute nephew Lionel is now 3 months old!!  He's so chubby!! His mom takes him to my house at least once a week. What do you think? He made this "angry" expression till we laughed so hard. LOL You know what's the funniest part? My brother Kenrick was like jealous, seeing Lionel stole everyone's attention. So my Mom forced Ken to take a photo with Lionel to prove that they love each other. How funny! with Uncle Kenrick! 

When I was a little, I often heard songs about mothers:  Mother, How are You Today?;   Mama; Bunda  (means Mama in bahasa) to name a few. Every songs that parents-related are all about mother. Yes Mother plays a really big part in our life, but it doesn't mean we can easily forget the existence of Father figure.  Today I went to hospital by mean of visiting my friend's Dad whom has been comma for a week. He fell and then he passed out. Things were going so fast. No fuss No rush. I knew her Dad has hypertension but who would've thought it attack suddenly? I was with my boyfriend when the first time I heard the news. We immediately prayed for her Dad & her family that night. It's so devastating to received such a bad news. But who could handle it? God has plans for each one of us.  I never love being in a hospital, no matter how fancy it is, hospital is my most hated place (who doesn't?) There always two things left in my heart after a hospital visit: fear ...

I know you probably bored about my blahblahblah-ing about marriage. But I think I've learned my lesson today from Mamma Mia! movie. Have seen it several times & always cry at the scene where Donna (Meryl Streep) sing a song for her beloved daughter Sophie (Amanda Seyfried) whom getting married. She sang a beautiful song by ABBA, Slipping Through My Fingers . You wouldn't call me cheesy after you watch the scene by yourself. Sophie & her Mom at the wedding All of sudden, I remembering my mother. I have this kind of -love you but hate you- relationship with her. We fight all the time, yet we can't live without each other. And the picture of me getting marry, flashing like a movie in my head. How I have to leave home.. Leaving my comfort zone all behind and start a brand new life with my husband. I'm a family girl, I'm the -you can count on- girl in my family. It's so sad just to think about this. How my life would be? How their life would be without me? Wo...

as boring as it sounds, time moves so fast!!! something bad happened with my sister, she's done one thing that made all of our family member UPSET. She's LYING. about everything (and hummilliating), for 6 fucking months! she manipulated us all. the DIRTY secret finally revealed... BUT.. too little too late. she kept it hidden cos she afraid my parents would cancel her birthday party. and when this happened, it's too late to cancel the party, the invitations have been sent, to 200 people! that's crazy. I was upset cos my parents couldn't explicitly punish her. come on, with the mistakes she has made, she should be grounded! BUT instead of punish her, my parents preserve the party. WHY? if i did something bad in the past (not as bad as her) , i get punished. The party held on Saturday, January 30th in one hip club in Bandung. It went success though. We already forgave her, but we couldn't that easy FORGET it. I mean, it was a very very horrible thing to happened. ...

curent mood: tired my new job at my Dad's company is not bad after all. Despite of long drive (about 1.5 hours from my home), I begin to like it. I was trying hard to love my job. His company is all about textile industry. We produced raw material for bed sheets, for sofa, etc. I mean, this is NOT what I wanted. Sitting behind a desk, and take care all of our goods (both quality and quantities), the biggest challenge is to manage people. And 1 more thing, to create a new system and modernizes the old system. If I say old, I mean we have a very ancient system. This company built about 30 years ago and until now the system haven't significantly changed. Can u believe it? And my task is to reconstruct the system. Worse is, I never want all of this. I'd rather be an make up artist, or a fashion editor in magazine. I know people will call me stupid, but that's what I always want to do. But my family don't take a NO for an answer. If my Dad want something, then be it. The...

dear blog I haven't write to you for a while. There are many stories that I passed these recent weeks. And it seems, Blackberry could not help me much to not ignore my darling blog. Anyway... Enough is enough. Let's start writing. On Tuesday, I went to Jakarta with my boyfriend. I accompanied him to the airport, cos he would sent his goods to Ambon. Along the way, I looked at him, and I realize that how lucky I am to have him in my life. My mind flew to a time what would I be if I never meet him? Maybe I'm still a Daddy's little girl who knows nothing about struggle, about achievement, and about life. I kept saying this in my blog cos I'm very thankful to have him. He's on his way to 23, but his experience, his mental, his ideology, has gone too far from his age. One thing that I never understand, why my Dad do not respect him? Just because he's not a multi-million dollar man? Or is it because he's not coming from a "big" family? I never see a ...

Current mood: over-tired, over-excited, over-LOADED!! Just got back from HOLIDAY!!!! I just blessed that I still can spend my holiday being surrounded with people I love the most. Well, my holiday was as great as usual. I'm so grateful that I still been able to travel :) although this is my #... visit to Bali, but this place is wonderful. You always want to back there for more. To double the experiences, the fun, the trip to ancient places and temples, eat delicious Balinese food such as duck and seafood :p even tanned your skin and cash out your money in every store that exist! LOL. Nuff story about Bali, cos I'm sure everyone will know what I'd been doing there :) The greatest thing was, my family. I really really, I mean REALLY love them. The only thing you can depend on is your family. The best thing to hold onto life is each other. 6 days in Bali. How I miss my boyfriend. I thought last week was the longest time we didn't meet. We always see each other almost e...

[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Words*] Last week, my two girls celebrated their birthday!! First of all, my sister Imelda , who celebrated her 26th birthday on last Friday (Sept 12) Gawd, how can I describe her? She's a multi-talented, luckiest, toughest girl in the world! You'll be amazing if I write down her Curriculum Vitae here! She's b een thro ugh ma ny storms in her life, and that what makes her stand the way she is now. You won't believe every goal that she has achieve in her life. Too many to list. Too long to mention. She's just.. Incredible !! (I'd wish I can be like her someday, LOL) That's way too dreamy. I always pray that she will get what she's been dreaming of, reach another milestone, and wish the best for her!! In the other side of this world... My girl Amy was also celebrating her 25th birthday on Se pt 14th. She's a very talented woman, the best female song-writer I've ever heard in ages (after I discovered Madonna 10 years ago...

Sweet memory... Kenn and Billie Kenn, Dieter, Billie Last night I dreamt about Billie [picture on the right]. And it was a nightmare, really :( So Billie came to me, hugged me tightly, and he said that he was sick. He was keep crying on my lap.. Then I woke up, in tears :( Have I told you about him? About one year ago, my Mom adopted him. Actually he's one of our family relative. But unfortunately, he came from a broken-home family. His parent got divorced, [and I don't understand why], no one really care of him, [he was around 3.5 y.o], his Mom runaway to Jakarta, while his Dad built a new family with his new wife! What a bastard! So my Mom decided to brought him to our house and stay with us AND without permission from another family member. Our reactian was like, "wtf?". Cos Billie is a very rebellious kid [no wonder, considering where he came from!], he's wild, and yeah, he's annoying. I didn't treat him right at that time. So did my Sister and my ol...

Mr Sunaryo with his sculpture when : Saturday 26-7-08 where : Kopi Selasar / Selasar Sunaryo Art Space Bukit Pakar Timur No.25 -Bandung- It was my first visit to Selasar Sunaryo Art Space . I've never been to that place before, shame on me!! I thought, maybe some of you, Bandung-ers had been to Selasar Sunaryo. I came with Dieter, his sis & his Mom. I fell in love with this place since my first step on the gallery! Oh how I heart SS! LOL For those whom never been to this place, here's my quick recap. Selasar Sunaryo is an art gallery, blended with a cafe, which made this spot be a perfect place to refresh ourselves. First of all, we can take a look at Sunaryo's gallery, mostly, paintings and sculpture. (pictures below were my favorites!!) This one's made from sand!! wanna have one in my house, very classy and artistic After amazed by the arts, then we went straight to the cafe, named Kopi Selasar : An outdoor terrace coffee shop overlooking the moun...

current mood : mixed up It's been a hell of week for me, first of all, my problems. UGH! Still can't find the solution and answers for all the question marks which always spins in my head. Anyhow, skip all that shitty days,on April 22nd, we celebrated Kartini's Day. Kartini is the woman who tried to placed woman and man in the same position (she's the queen of emancipation here). COOL! She's deserved to be celebrated every single year! GIRL POWER! She's our heroine. Thanks Kartini, you rawk! girl power! Shortly, my bro's school celebrated that day too, I just want to share some pictures of him when he attended in his Kartini's Day at his school! Speechless! The word adorable didn't fit in him, he's way moooooooore adorable than that! my little star And then the disaster came, he fell out and had a serious injury in h is head. He was bleeding, and in serious condition. I was in campus when that thing occurred. I got this phone call from my Mom, a...

Do you know who the toughest girl I've ever met? It's IMELDA. She's my boyfriend's sister. Can't believe what she has done. I'm not going to tell you the detail cause I am so sure that someday she will make her own autobiography book. Just read her book, OK? Her life is like a roller-coaster. Now is the part where she's climbing to the top of her dream. Wish I can be like her . . I know it's impossible. HA! She's ambitious and brave. She's different from girls like us. She has a very adorable personality and it's inspiring me a lot, that women have the rights to speak up, to tell and achieve their dreams.

the only thing you can depend on is your family this is my family portrait, excluding my 2nd brother. YES we are a HUGE family.