Chasing Intan

Recently i must deal with lotsa things! Here we go 1 Internet Connection. FYI: internet connection in Indonesia is VERY AWFUL. Urgh cant even describe it in a word. Just: BAD. Dont dream about watching YouTube, cos maybe it takes half an hour if you want to open one homepage. Let alone, Facebook. OMG. Im going crazy. Thing is, i changed my internet connection from Speedy to Telkom Flash cos i thought it’d be easier to bring the modem whenever i go. But damn i made a mistake! What makes worse: my blackberry connection is as bad as my home internet! 2 MOSQUITOS You know, although mosquitos r God’s creature, i still dont understand, until now, WHY they exist. What’s God purpose for create such a blood-sucking-little monster!? I DONT GET IT I hardly sleep at night cos those things! I even hate em more than cockroach! If i turn the AC on, than i’ll be freezing all night long. Cos if u want to get rid of them, you must set the AC at least 18 C. And it...

curent mood: shocked i was on my way from office this afternoon, with my dad. he drove the car. suddenly we felt that there was something wrong with our car cos it heavily swinged, at first we thought it was only a tire problem. when we were about to stop our car and checked the actual condition, we realised that its not a tire problem. its an EARTHQUAKE!! i saw people ran around outside their house, some of them screaming, surviving their children, some just watch whats happening, and i just sat with my dad on our car and did nothing. cos we overly shocked. when i turned on the radio, many speculations said this earthquake can bring a tsunami. i called my mom, thank God she's okay, but my little brother still at school and my mom was about to pick him up. i stressed out. i called Dieter's mom cos i knew she's at home alone. thank God that she's okay too.. the earthquake occured about 2 minutes long, with 7.3 SR. maybe this is the warning from God that the earth is gett...

IF MY MAN WAS FIGHTING I WOULD BE BEHIND HIM STRAIGHT SHOOK UP BESIDE HIM WITH STRENGTH HE DIDN’T KNOW IT’S YOU I’M FIGHTING FOR HE CAN’T LOSE WITH ME IN TOW I REFUSE TO LET HIM GO AT HIS SIDE, AND DRUNK ON PRIDE WE WAIT FOR THE BLOW WE PUT IT IN WRITING BUT WHO YOU WRITING FOR? JUST US ON KITCHEN FLOOR JUSTICE DONE, RECITING MY STOMACH STANDING STILL LIKE YOU’RE READING MY WILL HE STILL STANDS IN SPITE OF WHAT HIS SCARS SAY AND I’LL BATTLE TILL THIS BITTER FINALE JUST ME, MY DIGNITY YES MY MAN IS FIGHTING AND I WILL STAND BESIDE YOU WHO YOU FIGHTING FOR D – I WOULD HAVE DIED TOO I’D LIKE TOO

Well finally, the bomb is about to explode.. The bomb that i, we fear the most. No ones to blame, nor God? It’s just our destiny, and we just gotta believe in His ways, that He will show us the best way, and He will not give us trials that we cant through. But why now? On next March, we’ll celebrate our 7th year anniversary. Damn, it’s REALLY not a short time to be just waste away. We want to survive this relationship, we MUST survive what we’ve been through. And what did they do? Just crashed it out? No fucking way! Cos we wont just give up!! They cant come into our lives to break our relationship. We’re more than just best friends, we’re more than sister and brother, we’re more than just boyfriend girlfriend, we ARE partners, we ARE soulmate, and we ARE belong together. Noone can separate us, not Mommy nor Daddy. Till death do us part. What money brings you, Dad? I cant proud of you anymore, cos ure the same with them, who thirst of fame and fortune. Will it stay forever? Will you b...

The news broke at Friday, when I browsed twitter. I found out that someone wrote: "Michael Jackson died..". Oh gosh, I couldn't believe it could be that fast. We lost one of the great, the best male singer ever. Our very King of Pop. Who else can beat him? Not JT nor Usher. Noone can be as phenomenal as him. His turbulence life marked him as a bad man in my head. His problems, sexually-related with children at Neverland, his problems with his family and his own child. Who can forget how he treated his child at the balcony? *sigh* But despite of his bad behaviour, his ever changing face, nose, and skin color, he was the pioneer of moon-walker dance, crotch grabbing dance move, with high pitch voice. He's one of the uniter of black and white race. Shame on him cos he chose the wrong way to be "seen". To gradually change his skin color from black - white. I mean, very very white. The story ended Thursday, when he found dead because a cardiac arrest -...

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Ok now. I NEED to CALM down a bit. I'm too busy thinking bout my future, my marriage, my jobs, and that's NOT even happen. I'm just too "worry" about how things will done. I don't wanna fail, so does everyone. But I'm pushing myself too hard.. I'm a money slave, I'm money-minded now till I begin to lose myself. I'm working, as I do a lil business, side-work. All to have money. I can't believe this, I can't believe I'm in this phase. It's so hard to live in such country, like my country. When money become a measure to all things. In my country, at least in our tradition, a marriage means you have to waste a lot of money. For a fancy wedding party, for the stupid thing called pre-wedding (pre photoshoot-- more far more prestigious), for a house, and cars, and a business. Without those, a man can't marry a woman he loves. I once read in a book, one man said, "in indonesia, if I want to marry a girl, I have ...