Chasing Intan

Sepang 2011 around the circuit So I've made it to Malaysia again this year. Was in a full 100% spirit when I stepped in Malaysia airport, never knew a very sad thing would happen in a matter of days. Arrived on 20th, we got plenty of time watching from free practice 1 to 3 plus warm up and qualification. And of course, a short trip to the city in between stint to the circuit. Lucky star stayed around us cos we had a chance to met Valentino Rossi himself at one of our trip to Bukit Bintang. Where we previously just went there to eat at Sushi King. We walked around and near Lot 10, my bf saw Ducati banner everywhere so we stopped by. Surprisingly, Vale were there! We've waited for him, and there he arrived. Launching a new Duc motor for the first time in Malaysia. Valentino and I met again the next day and also the day after at the meet and greet. Ducati's launching new bike @ Lot 10 VR memorabilia. Could you die? Men in this trophy are the bravest on e...

He was a star, on and off the track. Ciao Marco Simoncelli! You will be missed and in my thoughts for such a long time. I was and forever will be #58 fan. SuperSic forever xx

Congratulations to my second brother, Herry for his newborn baby girl, Mikaela Pribadi ..  So now I've one nephew and one niece! I'm a proud aunty! Will post her pic soon. <3

"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle" is one of my favorite quote by Plato. The line is so short yet has strong meaning.  Every person's burden is completely different. There are a few things that really bothering me right now. Day by day is like waking up from one nightmare to another. Mostly about family issue, my relationship issue, and also myself, my job, and my future. I've been thinking a lot lately. How I love to be alone, thinking. But drawn in my loneliness somehow make me scared cos I don't know if I ever find answers from all my questions. But I don't think share my probs with others is the best way. So I tend to be surrounded by despair, which cost me a very bad aura. But where to go? What to do? I feel like living in a same circle everyday, like a hamster trapped in its merry go round. Run and run and run in an endless circle.  No one can understand me at this point, yet I'm too weak to make a change and decision. I...

This is maybe weird and defying gravity for some out there, but I clearly write that there won't be any upcoming pre wedding photoshoot. As much as I love photography, but I think I still keeping my feet on the ground, considering the fantastic price list from several known photographers in Indonesia. So someday, when we get married, you guests won't be seeing any pre wedding shots. Well, my boyfriend has this one idea, one photo that probably would be the only photo we have that goes in term "pre wedding" but I'm still not sure yet. Cos the photo takes a lot of guts & bravery from both sides. And also from the photographer's side My friend who happened to found out our idea was like, you guys r insane. Shit happens dude. That's all his saying. We just nodded. Spending hefty million bucks for bunch of romantic and full of happiness photos? I move it to the "non-sense" file without a doubt. Cos what we are about facing next is much worse ...

This is the last, the final music video performed by Amy Winehouse.  She said in one of interview that one of the most frightening thing to her are if people don't know her contribution to music, dying old, and never meeting Tony Bennett.  Well her wishes were granted.  So the first time I saw this video was at VMA. Ain't it weird that MTV giving Amy a tribute? I mean, they barely played her music while she's alive. And why Bruno Mars? He did the best he could and I'm so glad that he sang Valerie, not Amy's original song. Cos I think no one can sing Amy's song but herself. You can feel it yeah. A snippet of Body & Soul was making me cry all of sudden. Seeing Amy sang with her idol, can you believe it? She sings perfectly with Tony. Even Tony called her special. Too bad she couldn't see all of these.. :( Many of you might be wonder why, after more than two months I still talked about her. She's a gem in digital era of music nowadays. She writes, sh...

I hardly updated my blog cos I feel nothing but sad, grieve, and devastated. I didn't want my blog contaminated with such feeling. Off a good start, I had a fab time last holiday, I went to Bali with my family. My mom included to be exact. We had small talk. Well at least we talked. A bit. The fact that my mom is my biggest enemy is hitting me hard. how could this thing ever occurred to me? I'm the one who always with her, defended her, went on holiday with her, shared our stories. It's like she slapped my face many times. Literally. And then again, at least we talked. I might forgive her.. As well as she forgive me, but I'm sure both of us won't forget what happened that day for many many years. Anyway, Bali was sweeter when my boyfriend surprisedly came. On the 4th day. I was so happy cos we could spend our holiday together. We explored Bali with his style, by motorcycle. It's fun yeah, I've never been go out in motorcycle in Bali, like ever. So as u...