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It's okay in a day, I'm staying busy Tied up enough so I don’t have to wonder where is he Got so sick of crying So just lately Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking That silent sense of content That everyone gets Just disappears soon as the sun sets Bothers my heart I'd rather be restless The second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless Got this ache in my chest Cuz my day is done now The dark covers me and I cannot run now My blood running cold I stand before him It's all I can do to assure him When he comes to me I drip for him tonight Drowning in me, we bathe under blue light He's fierce in my dreams, seizing my guts He floods me with dread Soaked to the soul He swims in my eyes by the bed Pour myself over him Moon spilling in And I wake up alone

Hmm.. Last night I attended in one of the biggest wedding party I've ever known.. ever. So, this lucky parents have 3 children, and last night was their youngest son whom celebrate the wedding. The wedding took place at Sabuga (Aha! I bet y'all know who are they). I thought they invited at least 2000 persons, can you imagine that? The wedding party like that, is such an illusion, a dream.. Because I don't think everyone can be as lucky as them to throw a wedding party like that. Btw, since they have three children, so that was the third wedding party they've thrown in these 3years! And it's like a very fancy wedding party, with those celebrities MCs, and top-Indonesian singer, and bands, and designer. It's totally wow the crowd. But deep down inside, I know this family member, cause they're one of my father's relative. To achieve such this amazing point in their life, of course they have to deal with sweat, blood, and tears. Cuz there's nothing insta

Happy 15th birthday to you! Can't believe you are fifteen Back in the days when I took you in my lap And changed your diapers May you have a wonderful day :) Be maturer; keep growing in GOD I hope this year you'll find someone you love :p Praying the best for you Thank u for being such a nice sister With all your plus and minus I'll always love you anyway God Bless You in every way

News today isn't good at all. Amy Winehouse filmed smoking crack.. Heath Ledger found dead in his apartment. Blah blah blah.. What's going on in this world today? Seems everyone become a druggie. So sad.. Shame on them who have such a talent. Did fame and fortune change all their life? OK it's not in celebrity world only. We, as a teenager, also had several problems like that too. Thank GOD me and my friends I know, don't do drugs. But I'm sure there are many teenager who do drugs. I think it's the worst thing to happen. Actually one of my family member (not my brothers of course), ever used drugs for years. There's nothing left but his weak body, his weird behavior, and his mental illness. He used to live in my brother's house for years, my brother gave him a job, but unfortunately he couldn't use this opportunity to change himself. Then he back to drugs, and my brother told him to get out from his house. Thank God right now he's seeking for hel

I sick of holiday! Really want to get out of it!! Maybe everyone loves holiday. I do love it too, but in a SHORT term. I mean, what should I do with this very long-term holiday? Yeap, it'll last on Feb 11. As a matter of fact, my holiday will end within 2 and a half months since my last exam! Eww.. I'm in talk about small business with my boyfriend right now. I hope this can be real. Cause I've been too boring and I've to do something useful than spend money everytime on foods, shopping spree, or other things. BTW, my exam isn't bad after all. I'm pretty happy with that. Thank GOD.

I was having a bad time yesterday. I went to a salon and tried to curl my hair. And it FAILED. It came really different with what I want and my hair are just getting dry now! URGH! Maybe I'll smoothing my hair next month, or next week! I couldn't stand it! HELP update This is my first photo. What do ya' think? Leave your comments on my ChatBox. Really appreciate it!

Do you know who the toughest girl I've ever met? It's IMELDA. She's my boyfriend's sister. Can't believe what she has done. I'm not going to tell you the detail cause I am so sure that someday she will make her own autobiography book. Just read her book, OK? Her life is like a roller-coaster. Now is the part where she's climbing to the top of her dream. Wish I can be like her . . I know it's impossible. HA! She's ambitious and brave. She's different from girls like us. She has a very adorable personality and it's inspiring me a lot, that women have the rights to speak up, to tell and achieve their dreams.

the only thing you can depend on is your family this is my family portrait, excluding my 2nd brother. YES we are a HUGE family.

My holiday will end on February 11. So it's a Looooonnngggggg way to go! And I don't do anything except play with my mates, go out with my boyfriend, go to the gym, eat and sleep! I'm so boring............... Can anyone gimme a job? Update, I've found it one : Cleaning up my closet! GOD I can't stand it. I took half of my dresses out of closet. Put it in my bed and BAM! What should I do next? I really need a walk in closet! It will be in my wish list!

GOSH Everybody are getting married!!!! I've attend in so many wedding party on these recent months! There are 3 friends of mine who will tie the knot too, this coming month. OMG Is it an alarm for me to get married soon? LOL

meet some friends can cheer up your day. REALLY. Oops. The bad thing is, you'll gain your weight!!LOL LOVE Y"ALL GUYS

I need to change. But how can I change? The only way I can change is to constantly work at it. Knowing is the beginning. Knowing more and learning more and achieving more. The minute you stop wanting to know more, that's when you stop growing And that's when you die. And that's when you're nothing.

Here's a little bit more about my resolution on 2008: Finish my study! (as soon as possible!) Start to build my own business! -- small or big, it doesn't matter! Take away my hatred to everyone who fucked me over! Find my GOD -- one of the hardest thing in life and I cannot tell you why Happily ever after with my soulmate! -- No No No I'm still far away from wedding. LOL etc etc etc...........................!

Happy New Year for all of you! I know 2008 will bring all your wildest dreams. 2007 was an interesting year for me, anyway. Every year, I always write my resolution. But this coming year, is a little different, cause I wrote my hopes and wishes in a firework. I know it's kinda odd, but I hope all my wishes will come true ^^