Chasing Intan

current mood : HAPPY n IN LOVE We've been through many things in this relationship. We cried together, we laughed together, we beat our parents together, we fight with our teachers together (remember that day, darlin?), we've been through many storms and disaster together. Our love had been test million times, but we still together. Are you the one for me baby?

I can't remember when you weren't there When I didn't care for anyone but you I swear we've been through everything there is Can't imagine anything we've missed Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do Through the years You've never let me down You turned my life around The sweetest days I've found, I've found with you Through the years I've never been afraid I've loved the life we've made And I'm so glad I've stayed Right here with you Through the years I can't remember what I used to do Who I trusted whom, I listened to before I swear you've taught me everything I know Can't imagine needing someone so But through the years it seems to me I need you more and more Through the years Through all the good and bad I knew how much we had I've always been so glad to be with you Through the years It's better everyday You've kissed my tears away As long as it's okay I'll stay with you.. Thr

current mood : HAPPY!!! Today is our 5th year anniversary!! Finally..... After some hard years, we reach this 5th year. Did I tell you that when 30 March 2003 our love became official at exactly 12 AM? I wrote his a letter, that said "I do" in my own way. I wrote the letter that just can be read within a mirror. I gave him on 29 March and I told him that he couldn't open it before 12AM. He opened it, got confused cos my letter was "confusing". Then he got that "mirror" idea, so he finally read my messages. His sister told me that "he jump in his bed until everybody wake up! At midnight!" LOL... Then he called me and that was it. Official!! Here are some very first pictures, taken on 12AM 300308 PS : Thank you baby for the watch, really loved it!!

No matter what you did, No matter who you are, No matter where you've come from, You can always change, Become a better version of yourself. Madonna I love love love that quote, because she's saying that you will always be you...but that you can become a better version of you. She's not talking about becoming a different person, she's talking about you still being YOU but just a better version of you. That's one of inspiring quote from M. I got a lot of quotes from M, she's inspiring me a lot. BTW, speaking abotut M, have you heard her new song, called "4 minutes"? That's really beat your ass!!! Ch.. Ch.. Check it out!! LOL. (It's not the right video, though. Just listen to her new music!)

current mood : back to black Does anyone here like Amy Winehouse? Or at least, ever heard her music? I mean, everyone, my family n friends, they seem never know who the hell she is. And when I put on her CD in my player, they like "Eww stop it! Her voice hurts my ear". LOL. I didn't understand why her music didn't get so much airplays here in Indonesia. She's brilliant! Most original voice and singer I've ever seen and heard for almost a decade, after Madonna (when the first time I saw her "Frozen" video back in 1998) . You need to listen to her music. She's freaking awesome. And be careful cos she's addictive. LOL. I listen to her "Back To Black" and "Frank" cds all day long. On my way to campus, my way home, evertime when I'm in my car and ALONE. Cos no one really heard of her actually. She has this song-writing talent, which Britney and friends don't have. Well she's the mix of jazz, soul, blues, and lil'

disaster!! period : 300304 - 300305 God it's very hard to explain those moments! My 2nd year with him.. We had nothing to proud of. Our relationship was like a disaster. Been there, done that. Whatever we did, it always caused danger. We had a fight everywhere, just like cat and dog. But why we can't be separated? That's the big question which always popped in my head whenever we had a fight. WHY? Our love had been through many tests. I thought this period was the hardest. One day my English teacher at school told me, that we'd have a big huge bomb disaster that would put my relationship to the test. If we'd go through this, maybe our love will last forever. If not, he said that this would be the end of my relationship. He noted that the problem involved many people, such as my family and his family. And once more, he said that my boyfriend didn't happy with our relationship, like a time-bomb that ready to explode. I tried not to believe that, but believe it or

terrible yet beautiful year period : 300303 - 300304 this period was an introduction period for our relationship. We were having so much fun, yet having lots of troubles too.. The highlight on our first year was a "X FACTOR". Either me and D had a bad experience from our past. Things weren't going right because our X act like they wouldn't let us go. My X still called me a lot, so his X. I was like "ewwww..........". Finally one day, D told my X to stop communicated with me. And then he stop. But the problem came from his X who seemed (still) couldn't let him go and find the new one, although they broke up because his X cheated on him with another man. *sigh. I don't know what's on her mind? Does she want 2 men at the same time? JERK! I didn't comment a lot with this situation, of course I felt like, "WTF?" but I thought she'd be mature enough and decide to let him go. but Damn I wrong. I don't want to talk about this X F

current mood : happy last Thursday we jetted off to Bali, to did a pre-wedding shoot. It was the most hectic photo-session I've ever know, I personally felt exhausted. Can't imagine, how the bride and the groom felt! LOL. Although I didn't catch enough time to indluged myself, like SHOPPING for example. LMAO. Here are my journal at Bali .. 1st day March 13 2008 Arrived at Bali on 1.40 pm, then we lunched at one of Padang's restaurant near the airport, and then we're going to our hotel at Legian. Later that afternoon, me, aan, eric, my 2nd brother and his girlfriend, headed to the Kuta beach, just to fooled around at the beach LOL. Of course we did our own photo-session! LOL. We stayed there until sunset :) At night we went to Legian, had dinner, and home. Ready for the crazy-photo-shoots-thing!!? 2nd day March 14 2008 My sis in law had a make-up on 4 AM! God! After we had a breakfast at hotel, we went to Mangrove, spent half of our days there, lunched at Mc.D and t

current mood : in Love There I go, there I go, there I go, there I go Pretty baby you are the soul that snaps my control Such a funny thing but every time your near me I never can behave You give me a smile and I'm wrapped up in your magic Am I insane or do I really see heaven in your eyes? Bright as stars that shine up above you In the clear blue sky, how I worry bout you Just can't live my life without you Baby come here, don't have no fear Is there wonder why? I'm really feeling in the mood for love

current mood : in LOVE I'm in love with you, you silly thing Anyone can see.. What is it with you, you silly thing just take it from me? It was not a chance meeting, feel my heart beating You're the one..

congratz for my brother and my sister-in-law-(to be) --> very very soon!! LOL March 09th 2008 our family and Maya's family meet at one of Chinese restaurant and they talked about marriage, blah blah blah... So in a Chinese family, there's this tradition, where the woman's family invite the man's family to introduced each other's family such as their siblings, and their family member. And the man must buy the woman a jewelry (necklace I think), and bring an a ngpao to be given later to the woman. Stuff like that, real cute. My brother was like, very nervous. He was very sweaty! LOL. Do situation like that make people get nervous easily? Like a nervous wreck. Ridiculous. Haa! I don't realize that time really moves so fast, because my brother will be a married man in less then three months. And next Thursday, he'll go to Bali for a pre-wedding shoot. Of course I'll join them! LOL. They ask me to join, and I thought, why not? I personally want to see a h

current mood: terrible! i made a big mistake again!!!! i went to a salon and was trying to died my hair. I want a more natural color, I mean, black brown. Very deep brown. I chose this color, which was very dark brown. And 30 minutes later............ OUCH my hair wasn't come as I expected. It is rather blonde! No, not that blonde, but it's becoming a light brown! I'm so pissed off!!!! Should I shave my hair bald? Like britney maybe? I'm tired of this shizzz!

If there's February 30th, then today is our 59th months anniversary. As a matter of fact, we're counting on our 5th year anniversary! Time moves so fast, where'd it all begun? Let me tell you our short story. I think it's funny to remember our "old times" and there were so many memories left behind! I'll start with the first time I saw him.. I met this naughty boy (he was still around 16 or 17 y.o.) at BSM, Mita brought him to me, yeap, she was the "cupid" or the "match-maker". She thought that it'd be funny if I be his girlfriend, because basically, our world is very different! My personality and his personality really like "Women from Venus and Men from Mars" ( we've come from different planet! ) And I just broke up with my ex boy (about 6+ months) and so did he. Mita thought that we were "high quality singles" and would be perfect if we'd together. I have no idea where this bullshit came from! LMAO! My