Chasing Intan

I was born in Indonesia almost 23 years ago. My Dad is a Chinese and my Mom is Indonesian. So no wonder, I don't have Chinese eyes & skin. At first, I don't mind about it at all. Some called my skin is exotic, some hated it, and some don't give a shit. As for me, I was wondering why I'm different from my friends at elementary school, but then I found out & I don't give a shit. I was perfectly fine with my own skin until one day I applied my American visa and realized how BAD our image as Indonesian in American's eyes. We described as "alien" who want to travel to America to be a "smuggler". Thanks to bad publicity such as terrorist thingy. Not once, not twice, but several bombs have exploded in Bali, in Jakarta, etc. In short, my visa was rejected. I feel terrible to see how bad Indonesian in the world's eyes.. Despite our rich natures, Indonesia have a lot troubles inside. I don't have to write this sensitive issue one by one

Been leaving this lovely blog for ages make me hard to start over. Many things happened in my life and -geez- I started to forget about em. Remember my short-period-memory-disorder? Err God I don't know where to begin. Oh I had a trip to Singapore with my Mom on last February, just for fun and all we did was shopping & eating. It's kinda different cos we never traveled together, just two of us. So, our relationship kinda get tested. I'm not that close wif my mom u know. Dieter celebrated his 24th birthday on February too. I surprised him with the customize cake, a cake that i really called his own, Valentino Rossi theme. Can't forgot his expression that night. I gave that cake right on 12AM, when he entered my room, I turned off the lamp and I hold the cake with the candles (damn it was heavy!) and I sang "happy birthday" to him. He was like, "u gotta b kidding me!" LOL. I bought him a PSP Portable as a gift, the gadget that he's been wanti

hi everyone, I'm sure I already lost some of my readers. But whatsoever, I'm blogging again!! Too many ideas written on my twitter account, so I used to feel it's not necessary again to wrote in my blog. But then, I was wrong. So I'll blog again. Hell it'll be a very looooooong post :) Stay tuned!