I've been busy till I don't have enough time to write on my blog. Actually a lot of thing happened recently.
Here's 1 thought, although I'm 22 now, I'm still depend on someone else. Especially my boyfriend. If I were him, things seem very secure. I feel I'm in a "safe zone". Cos I have him by my side. And he is the man that I can count on everything. I mean everything. He is a very multi-tasking man I've ever met in my whole life. He fills my decay, my flaw. I have difficulty of remember the roads, he is very great at it. He's great at Jakarta's roads too. When I didn't have much time to got my hair done, he done it for me. And he cook too. He could look after my lil brother when I was busy shopping at mall. He's great at technical things too. He's capable of everything. He completes me. He's just a perfect man whom will spend the rest of my life with.
The worse thing is, I get used to with those situations for almost 7 years. And it makes me stay in the green zone till I lose my own self. Cos he handles everything. Last night, when he said he prefer to spend the holiday wiv his family instead my family, made me devastated. I realize that I can't be on and on like this, trap in this situation.
What if the person you depend on the most is not around anymore? We have to be prepare for the worst, haven't we?
Wow that is one heavy thought. For me, at least. Its like a slap in the face.
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Last Sunday, my brother Herry tied the knot to his loved one Grace.. I'm sooooo happy for them!! They made a perfect couple. I even cried at the church, cos it was very very touching, everyone's cried..
They held an outdoor party which was a pretty bad idea, considering the weather nowadays. And guess what? It was raining, they did the wedding kiss over the rain, I found it romantic :) and they stopped the rain! How amazing was that?
And there was an after party!! I gone wild and lose control. Damn. I fell in the toilet and left scar on my back. I didn't even remember every single word I said. Well, everyone did it in the party. Even my parents get drunk, and also, the bride & the groom too. The party was FUN! Will post the pics soon! Btw, the pics are in my FB. There are 119!
HAPPY WEDDING for Herry & Grace!! Hope you both will live happily forever after xxxxxxxxx wealthy & have 10 kids. LoL
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Well its December already!! I'm so glad when it comes to December. Holiday is around the corner, Christmas & New Year Eve makes December become one of the happiest month of the year. (This is my 2nd Christmas btw)
Check out www.elfyourself.com. The site is fab! We can elf ourselves & send it to our loved ones. I always send them to my family. Its a joke actually, a lovely joke for Xmas.
And yeah, new month for me means new shopping list. This month is different than the others, cos now I have goals and I have to save my money more than spend it. So I choose very carefully what I NEED, not WANT.
1. Xmas Gifts I'll buy one for Dieter, his sister Imelda, and his mom. But still wondering what should I buy?
2. SK-II -Facial Treatment Cleanser (I swear its already empty)
actually I really need the product who can minimize the pores, cos u know, big pore is the home of blackhead! Hate it so muchhhhh!! Earlier this month, I tried 1 treatment, it hurts so bad, called laser treatment. Now its getting better a BIT, cos I have to do that regularly for the best result. Despite it hurts, the treatment is quite expensive too. I plan to do it once in two months.
Do you know what's the best product to minimize the pores? Meanwhile, I'll buy the SK's product. Hope it helps.
3. Head piece I don't really NEED this, but I think its CUTE!! You know the big flower that stick in your head. Stuff like that. OK I'll buy the cheap one.
4. HAIRCUT Really really need it so so bad. I haven't cut my hair since January! I want a long hair like Lindsay Lohan, but I think I need to trim it although I don't have split ends. I need a new hairstyle. I'll cut my hair at Jakarta. I love Natalie from Peter Saerang salon. Any other recommendations?
5. Holiday This is not important, but maybe I'll take a short trip, (I still don't know where will I go). Let my parents pay the bill :p LOL. (Hope so)
6. Leather Jacket!! Still wants it so bad. Haven't found what I like. There's one at zara that fancied me, but its 3mill IDR. No eff-in way.
That's a wrap. Have a blessed December y'all!!
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Do you believe there's such thing as "lucky"? I mean, whoa.. I ever read there was someone who found cash on his wall, when he tried to fix it. Or someone who make/have some money without pushing themselves too hard, like heiress, for instant. And they who survive from car accident or even plane crash.
Can we consider them as a lucky person? We often said, "oh it's just their luck (or my luck)". Does it only coincidence? Have u ever think that there's a purpose behind every events? We called them fate.
I still haven't so sure about this, to be honest.. But this thing make me furious and want to know more what's behind someone "luckyNESS" I saw and old man rode his "becak". In his age, he should take a rest and enjoy his life, but he still works hard, for the sake of his family. Meanwhile, there's also a man (same age with him) who live a happy, wealthy life, and retired
Do this thing relates to karma? Bad karma, good karma, you name it. What you do now will be what you get in the future. Buddhist have kind of belief that all dead men will get a punishment. They believe in reincarnation & have strong belief in karma.
They do believe that if one family (either the father/mother) have done bad to people, or had a bad behavior (swindler, heavy gambler, a cheater, etc), the "punishment" will address to their children & children's children. On and on until the punishment over. Scary, doesn't it?
Do u ever think why there r such animals like cockroaches, rats, mosquito? Maybe they're a reincarnation from someone who have bad karma. Yeah, believe it or not, it happens. (IMO)
My temporary conclusion is: LUCKY factor relates to KARMA. I believe that everyone deserve to be lucky, depend on how they manage their life. Have I write about this before? I really love this quotation.
If you want happiness for an hour -- go shopping If you want happiness for a day -- go fishing. If you want happiness for a month -- get married. If you want happiness for a year -- inherit a fortune. If you want happiness for a lifetime -- help people.
So, start your good karma today!!
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Skrg gw lagi seneng banget dengerin lagu2 Indonesia jaman dulu,, ternyata mau lagu Barat, mau lagu Indo, semuanya enakan lagu2 dulu yah... Trus tiba2 gw teringat tentang memori jaman dulu, waktu itu gw ngotot ke dieter, "kenapa sih kamu ga pernah kasi aku CD yg isinya lagu2 romantis?" Gw dulu pas jaman SMA dengan bodohnya masih mengagungkan keromantisan dalam suatu hubungan (cape deh). Haha... Dieter bilang, "buat apa? Buat apa mulut manis tapi gak setia? Buat apa kasih bunga & puisi? Gw akan kasih kamu bukti, bukan kata-kata, ataupun bunga" OK. kata gw dalam hati. sembari masih ngedumel aja... Ugh, sirik juga liat cewe2 lain yg suka dikasih bunga ama pacarnya... haha
Suatu malam, dia tiba2 bawa CD ini, pas kita lagi di mobil dia ngomong, nih ada lagu buat kamu... (gw: GR.. lagu apa yah kira2? uda mikirnya lagu2 romantisnya Kenny Rogers, ato apapun lah yg cinta cintaan, Kahitna kek, dll). Pas waktu didengerin, tau ga lagu apa? BIP!! Gedubrak.... BIP? Ipank? R u kidding me... Mana romantisnya. Tapi setelah denger lagunya, gw gak bisa berenti nangis loh.... Lagunya cuma pake gitar, dengan suara rocker nya Ipank!!
Dieter bilang, dia gak suka puisi, gak bisa bahasa Inggris. Tapi pas denger lagu Bintang Hidupku ini, dia jadi langsung inget gw. Krn lagunya dia banget.. Dia ga suka ungkapin secara kaku, nah lagu ini tuh memangnya jujur dan tidak dibuat2. straight to the point. Mau tau?
aku selalu bernyanyi lagu yg engkau ciptakan, kau nyanyikan dan aku slalu ikuti semua cerita tentangmu, hari-harimu
kau jadi inspirasiku, semangat hidup di kala aku sedih, di kala aku senang saat sendiri dan kesepian kau bintang di hatiku
apapun yg kau lakukan, baik dan buruk bagiku tetap indah tak satupun alasan untuk melupakanmu, meninggalkanmu
aku slalu berdiri mendukungmu di kala engkau terbang di kala engkau jatuh sampai mati ku kan tetap setia
aku slalu berdiri di blakangmu di kala kau dipuja, di kala kau dihina sampai mati ku kan tetap membela
kau tetap bintangku kau lah superstar ku...
*speechless*
gw cari2 di UTube gak ada v-clip nya.. ada sih yg upload an orang, tapi jijay deh.. Gpp lah gw post aja link nya bagi yg pengen tau lagunya kaya apa, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUn28vcWe1w
Me & Dieter kinda tired wiv our Saturdays routine. Usually we just go to the cinema, dinner, mall to mall, cafe to cafe, and go home. That's all. BORING! Last night, we have a plan to watch 2012, but the traffic was CRAZY. Jammed everywhere!!
Finally we decided to park our car @ riau junction, then we walked all the way.. From trunojoyo street, to sultan agung to riau street back & forth. We really enjoyed it, since this rarely happened in Bandung. We stopped by at my former high school, Aloysius. O Geez how I miss those moments & places. We remembered bout "the high school craziness", here, there, and everything in between. There were loads of memories happened at that place. Including one time when my bf visited me everyday & we lunch together. And he fought wiv certain teachers cos he got into my school without permission, the uniform was different, he wore the orange shoes, orange belt, and even with pierced lips & tongue. No wonder my teachers always mad everytime they look at him. And, OMG I couldn't believe I was dating him!! Haha2. I just thought he was so cool.. And very nice guy. He's unique, and has an amazing personality & style, so gentle. Haha.
LOL moments.. How we so rebellious back in the days.. We thought we always right, like all 17 y.o do. We fought against teachers by broke the rules. I wore a non appropriate uniform, mini skirt & mini shirt. I skipped school wiv my girlfriends, and lucky me, I was the one who never get caught in the act. Haha2. I was the secretary, remember?
Despite all those crazy moments, I missed being a clever, active girl, which I never be. I always the girl who make mistakes, break the rules, and all. I wish I was an OSIS girl. I always end up be a secretary or "bendahara" that's all. I wish I can take some serious positions. But that's waaay too late. High school will always be high school. We couldn't repeat or rewind it. That's one of the important part of our live where we tried to find our self esteem, and goals, and (maybe) our soulmate, like I did. How we must deal wiv lotsa things, like school, friendship, teachers, parents, bla bla bla.
OMG I wanna be 17 again.
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When I woke up in the morning on October 28, the first thing came to my mind was: I gotta see MJ's movie!!! So the next day I went to the movies with my bf. He's a huge fan too. We listen to MJ's music all the time.
I must begin by saying that the world has lost one of the greatest artists of a life time. MJ is not only a dancer or a singer, but he is an absolute genius.. The movie was made and edited in a very professional way and it was a great wonderful tribute to MJ.... I was very thrilled to watch the movie and I was more than excited while watching it.. I had tears in my eyes throughout the movie (especially the Jackson 5 part, when he sang I'll Be There, and of course my all time fave: Man In The Mirror)
He showed us in the movie what does a TRUE ARTIST really mean. With all the technology that the world has made, yet MJ was using the true talent that he posses. words can't describe his talent and the way the movie was done..
We all wish that this concert were held because it would've been a great hit. MJ is a true believer and we all believed in him no matter what. this movie proved the great talent that he has and proved the amazing things that he can and could've done.
I couldn't imagine how AMAZING the concert would be. I love Smooth Criminal, They Don't Care About Us, Thriller, and not forget to mention Billy Jean & Beat It. I love them to bits. The dancing, the music, the lightings, and all looked spectacular.
But if you notice, MJ was painfully thin when rehearsed for his concert. I didn't know whether he pushed himself too hard or whatsoever. He just looked very very Thin for me, I feel very sorry for him..
If I keep on writing I won't stop. so let me say that YOU MUST SEE THIS MOVIE.. and GOD REST HIS SOUL IN PEACE. LET'S ALL FOLLOW HIS ADVICES AND CONTINUE WITH THIS MESSAGE IN SAVING THE WORLD AND LOVING EACH OTHER.
I believe that nothing very very good and nothing very very bad lasts very very long. all things come to an end. That's the circle of life. And I don't wanna end up like this. I'm trying to enjoy my whole life now. BUT I'm being under pressure, to be honest. Although I said I began to love my job, but part of it was a LIE. and I've just realized that I can't lie to my own self and pretend that I love my job. Before I sleep, I always figure out what had happened on that day. And geez, I feel like I don't have a soul anymore, especially in my job.
I must take care all my Dad's business without really took a time to learn. I'm learning by doing. I was inexperienced. And his factory is complicating. Very complicating. And my Dad dictates me, instead of teach me. Maybe if I've given chance & time to learn, I'd be glad. Everything can went wrong on first month you work at a new workplace. But my Dad didn't accept faults. All has to be PERFECT in his eyes. And he's doing nothing except dictate me. This situation begin to freaking me out. What should I do?
Feel like I'm in a cage, with my feet tie to a ball & chain, I barely move. I hope I can find what I truly want someday. If this has to be my fate, than be it. God, can u please open my Dad's heart? Let him be kinder & wiser. He's known as a wise guy in his big family, but how can he treat me like this? He wants me to learn, but let him teach me in the right way.
My relationship with Dieter finally reach the next level. I'm not saying we're getting marry, but now we have some goals and we will fight for it.
We've just survived (and WON!) from the battle with my parents. And now we have to move on to higher place.
Shortly, we start to saving money from now on. We'll make a bank account together, and we'll routinely save our income there. We have dreams. And it'll need a lot of hard work, blood, sweat, and tears to achieve them. Cos none will help us except ourselves.
We're about throwing away our date night at fancy cafe, expensive lunch, and every short trips. For myself personally, I have to say goodbye to bags and shoes which I love the most. Aimless shopping spree, and useless stuff which I often buy. Dieter too, he has to repress his automotive hobby. I have to resist my shopping temptation and waiting for the bigger surprise in front of us! (Birkin, maybe? Nah I'm kidding)
The point is, we NEED to control our money intake & outtake. I'm so jealous with Dieter's financial skill. He was naturally born to be a saver. He can keep his money. He bought golds for his investment, he never gambles, he always use his money wisely. Contrary with me. *blushing* Most of my money goes to things (read: investments) like fashion items, and for facial care, and good foods, and gym. I HAVE TO STOP. And follow Dieter's footsteps.
Well I learned a lot from him, and I feel so much better with myself now. I only buy the things that I NEED, not WANT. (At least I'm trying to) -> I consider leather jacket and ankle boots are investments.
But then again, we HAVE GOALS we want to reach. Dieter said, if we keep trying, then what we've dreaming of will come closer and closer. I truly believe in that.
The dream is exactly there in front of our eyes. It's all depend on US. Love you baby
x♡x♡
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I can't believe what is happening to me. So my boyfreind is out of town for about three days, for business trip, which I should not worry about (it's only business and he went with 2 other MEN).
I hate to say goodbye, even for three days. There's a hidden tears left behind my eyes when I waved hand to him before he go. He seemed pretty sad too. God!! but I have to admit that I am an -easily burst into tears- kinda girl. I cried a lot. When I see sad movies (especially the one that relates to death and parents-children relationship) I always prepare a box of tissue. LOL. I even cried when I listening to sad songs, or even romantic songs. I suddenly imagine how it would be if I'm the character in those songs. Ridiculous.
Back to the topic, so this weekend I'm all alone. I'll go out with the girls and attend their graduation. (Some of my friends will be graduate tomorrow). And still, I have some work to do. And 1 thing that I learn for sure: you NEVER realize how you love someone after they go. I truly feel it now. Although it only business trip, and only last in three days, but it feels like forever. Can u imagine what if the person you love will gone forever?
P.S. missing you so much Dieter
. x♡x♡.
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1. Leather Jacket I think it really cool to wear a leather jacket. But when and where should I wear it in Indonesia? I really want it!! Should I buy it?
2. new jeans yesterday i went to jakarta and i couldn't find a jeans that fitted in me. I used to buy random jeans. if I liked the color or the model then I'd bought it. But now I find what's the meaning behind the jeans. They have to FIT in you (in your ass also). Good material is also important. I have 2 or 3 good jeans, I'm not calling the rest of them are bad, but after I watch it minutely, I fund out that my jeans were all crap beside those 3. LOL. So I need the new one. I wanna ripped the old ones too. Anyone knows how?
3. boots
Here's the fact: I have short legs and I'm a big boned kind a girl. But I insist to wear an ankle boots. I already tried it everywhere on every shoes stores, but I haven't get an ankle boots that suit with my legs! UGH. Actually I'm not prioritizing it.
4. lingerie I'm craving wiv this cos it's so comfy. I almost wear them every night and I think I need to purchase the new one.
5. make upI want to complete my make up! I wanna take a make up courses!
my new job at my Dad's company is not bad after all. Despite of long drive (about 1.5 hours from my home), I begin to like it. I was trying hard to love my job. His company is all about textile industry. We produced raw material for bed sheets, for sofa, etc. I mean, this is NOT what I wanted. Sitting behind a desk, and take care all of our goods (both quality and quantities), the biggest challenge is to manage people. And 1 more thing, to create a new system and modernizes the old system. If I say old, I mean we have a very ancient system. This company built about 30 years ago and until now the system haven't significantly changed. Can u believe it? And my task is to reconstruct the system.
Worse is, I never want all of this. I'd rather be an make up artist, or a fashion editor in magazine. I know people will call me stupid, but that's what I always want to do. But my family don't take a NO for an answer. If my Dad want something, then be it. They never allow me to attend a short make up courses. I feel undeveloped. I feel empty. But my boyfriend always give me supports. Everything happens for reasons. That cliche quote start working now. I have 1 little sister and 1 (very) little brother. I hope my sacrifice can bring good things to them. I really wanna see they success in what they do. I promise to myself, I never push them to something they don't like. If my sister wanna be a dancer, I'll support her. Cos I know exactly how the feeling to do something that I don't like.
I disappear for a while from this blog world. To be honest, I'm writing this blog, every post in it, comes from my heart when I 100% sober. So I won't write anything that far from truth. I decided to have a blog because (shame on me) I have a short term memory. I once read on the magazine, re-write everything that happened in your life can slowly healing the disease. I'm a very forgetful person, I'm so scared if one day I wake up and dang! I remember nothing! This usually happen in maybe age 70 or so. I don't wanna that thing happen to me. EUWWW...
BUT the blog is public too. Means, everyone can read it and give a comment on it. So, maybe I should have another "blog" which I'll keep in my heart, (I hope I won't quickly forget it) and let this blog be my "everyday blog" and little thoughts from me.
I'm writing on the plane, on my way back home from holiday. I can't sleep, I never sleep on the plane literally. It's too noisy. I don't like being here. I just feel insecure. This time, me & my family chose Thailand as holiday destination. We have never been there actually. So we kinda curious what would we got in Thai. Btw, Jakarta - Thai is 3.5 hours plane. Quite far.
We went Suan Lum night bazaar on first night. One word for it: EUWWWWW. I didn't like that place at all. No words for this. Till I felt bad afterwards. But surprisingly, there were so many interesting thing in Thai waiting for us, which I didn't expect at all.
Second day, we visited Wat Arun, which became my favorite spot at Thai. Wat in Thai language means temple. So Wat Arun is kinda temple, very beautiful temple. I amazed. I took lots and lots picture there. I really love it, too bad my tour guide didn't tell us much about that temple. He wasn't too communicative. I think he is new in this -tour guide- world. But I still love Wat Arun no matter what. Outside the temple, we found many stores which sell souvenirs from Thai. Like key-chain, T-Shirt, ceramic, accessories. All of them in elephants shape and drawing. Cos Thai citizens consider elephant is their holy animal. They respect the elephants. So if you go to Thai, you'll find elephants everywhere. I mean, not the real elephants, but elephants shape in almost every souvenir.
I think what makes Thai unique is the "lady-boy". For God's Sake, you'll find them exactly the same as real woman. The other night, we watched the show, called Alcazar Show. It was totally freaking me out. I'll post the pictures soon. See for yourself. What surprised me, there was a man who sat next to me and said those lady boy were prettier than me. WTF??! I mean, even I'm not that pretty, but I'm real. LOL.
Last but not least, I took some pictures with some wild animals such as tiger, baby tiger, elephant. I nearly got pic with the crocodile, but my Mom not allowed me too. It was too dangerous. Maybe next time :)
The rest of the Thai trip was shopping. I didn't have to tell y'all about that. LOL. Thanks God I still be able to spend this holiday with my family.
xx
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Recently i must deal with lotsa things! Here we go
1
Internet Connection.
FYI: internet connection in Indonesia is VERY AWFUL. Urgh cant even describe it in a word. Just: BAD. Dont dream about watching YouTube, cos maybe it takes half an hour if you want to open one homepage. Let alone, Facebook. OMG. Im going crazy.
Thing is, i changed my internet connection from Speedy to Telkom Flash cos i thought it’d be easier to bring the modem whenever i go. But damn i made a mistake!
What makes worse: my blackberry connection is as bad as my home internet!
2
MOSQUITOS
You know, although mosquitos r God’s creature, i still dont understand, until now, WHY they exist. What’s God purpose for create such a blood-sucking-little monster!? I DONT GET IT
I hardly sleep at night cos those things! I even hate em more than cockroach! If i turn the AC on, than i’ll be freezing all night long. Cos if u want to get rid of them, you must set the AC at least 18 C. And it’s damn cold. But can u imagine when i turn off the AC, the war begins. They even bite me in the face!
3
Walk in closet
I dont like being in my own room cos its way TOO messy! I dont know how i should organize all my stuffs. Since i add it almost every week, so i dont have enough space anymore. Everytime i open my closet, its like my clothes would throw away. I know the closet is FULL. But if i add another cabinet, what would my room be? I tried to substitute my computer desk to another closet, but it will be make my room skimpy. URGH
The one and only possibility is: change the guest room in my house to be a walk in closet. Such a BRIGHT idea. So all my clothes my bags my accessories my shoes will be SAFE.
Another problem: what should i do first? Make up the room to be a walk in closet is not easy. Where should i place the bed? Oh please can somebody help me?
4
The Weather
As hot as hell (although i never know how hot it is). But in indonesia, we only have 2 seasons: raining and summer. The schedule WAS: summer (around February – August), raining (around September – February). That was it. When i was in elementary school, my teacher taught me, cos that based on fact that days.
But now, the teachers dont even teach my brother about weather. Maybe they confuse.. cos nowadays, noone can predict the weather. So hot at noon, but it suddenly rain heavily at night!
Yes we’re facing the –getting worse- global warming more than ever.
5
Traffic Jam
Another thing that makes me crazy is TRAFFIC JAM! Omg it ja
ms eve
rywhere we go. Especially in busy hours. *sigh*
One of the worst case that caused too many cars and motor bikes in Indonesia: the government allow people to pay in installment. Everything, i mean EVERYTHING can be pay in installment. Go to the Mango counter, you can bring back home a dress with 6 months 0% installment! Thats just TOO MUCH
Indonesian r one of the most consumptive folks in this world.
Even you can take home your dream car with the down payment as low as 10% from the car price! Thats KRAZI! No wonder, the traffic condition getting worse every single day, SINCE the drivers cannot drive correctly and some of them, dont have MANNERS. They fail to make a sign, the public transportation (such as bus and angkot) stop everywhere they want. Too many motorbikes only aggravate the traffic. Im such an emotional person when im driving, cos im so over it! Dust everywhere, makes you cannot turn down the window.
*inhale... exhale.. inhale.. exhale.. *
Despite all those things, i know im a grumbler, but i do still grateful for what God has given to me. Im grateful cos i still have an internet connection (even it sucks as ever), but compare to them who dont even know what internet is, im still a lucky girl.
Im thankful cos i have an AC and a closet in my room. At least i still can sleep at night. Although it only 2-3 hours. And i still can place my dresses in the closet.
The weather is something that we cannot avoid cos it global. We have to look for the solutions and make a change, otherwise our lovely earth will shattered sooner or later.
And last but not least, thanks to God cos even at the hottest day, i still can sit in a car with AC.
i was on my way from office this afternoon, with my dad. he drove the car. suddenly we felt that there was something wrong with our car cos it heavily swinged, at first we thought it was only a tire problem. when we were about to stop our car and checked the actual condition, we realised that its not a tire problem. its an EARTHQUAKE!!
i saw people ran around outside their house, some of them screaming, surviving their children, some just watch whats happening, and i just sat with my dad on our car and did nothing. cos we overly shocked. when i turned on the radio, many speculations said this earthquake can bring a tsunami. i called my mom, thank God she's okay, but my little brother still at school and my mom was about to pick him up. i stressed out. i called Dieter's mom cos i knew she's at home alone. thank God that she's okay too..
the earthquake occured about 2 minutes long, with 7.3 SR.
maybe this is the warning from God that the earth is getting old and we, as a human must take care of it, before it's too late... i cant imagine what if i lost my family, or maybe i died on that accident. :(
Well finally, the bomb is about to explode.. The bomb that i, we fear the most. No ones to blame, nor God? It’s just our destiny, and we just gotta believe in His ways, that He will show us the best way, and He will not give us trials that we cant through. But why now?
On next March, we’ll celebrate our 7th year anniversary. Damn, it’s REALLY not a short time to be just waste away. We want to survive this relationship, we MUST survive what we’ve been through. And what did they do? Just crashed it out? No fucking way! Cos we wont just give up!!
They cant come into our lives to break our relationship. We’re more than just best friends, we’re more than sister and brother, we’re more than just boyfriend girlfriend, we ARE partners, we ARE soulmate, and we ARE belong together.
Noone can separate us, not Mommy nor Daddy. Till death do us part.
What money brings you, Dad? I cant proud of you anymore, cos ure the same with them, who thirst of fame and fortune. Will it stay forever? Will you bring it to death? And will God even consider it (the more money, the closer heaven)? Nope.
Without being naive, i know that everything needs money nowadays, but i’ll happier live a simple family with the guy i love, than live painfully rich with the one i dont love.
Why are you so blind? The right guy for me is just steps away from you, not that old lonely rich man.
The news broke at Friday, when I browsed twitter. I found out that someone wrote: "Michael Jackson died..". Oh gosh, I couldn't believe it could be that fast. We lost one of the great, the best male singer ever. Our very King of Pop. Who else can beat him? Not JT nor Usher. Noone can be as phenomenal as him.
His turbulence life marked him as a bad man in my head. His problems, sexually-related with children at Neverland, his problems with his family and his own child. Who can forget how he treated his child at the balcony? *sigh*
But despite of his bad behaviour, his ever changing face, nose, and skin color, he was the pioneer of moon-walker dance, crotch grabbing dance move, with high pitch voice. He's one of the uniter of black and white race. Shame on him cos he chose the wrong way to be "seen". To gradually change his skin color from black - white. I mean, very very white.
The story ended Thursday, when he found dead because a cardiac arrest -or the media told so-. Whatever cause his death, let's pray for him, my heart goes to everyone who loves him. Goodbye MJ, you'll stay in our heart forever. If one day, my son, my grandson, or my grandgrand son asked who's the best male singer I've ever known, it'll be you, Michael Jackson.
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