Chasing Intan

You're wondering now.. What to do, now you know this is the end.. You're wondering how.. You will pay for the way you misbehave..

Finally I own my 1st Blackberry Curve. It's so good I really enjoy it. Nah, this is my first post from my BB. I thought it'd be nice to write what's in my mind as soon as I get any thoughts. Thank God for technology. LOL. So, before I go straight to sleep (like I can). I wanna share something that quiet painful for me. This occured several hours ago, my lil bro came down to me and asked, "sister, why I never see you praying?". Well what can I say? That I'm no longer Moslem? Or that now I'm starting to go to church? Or maybe I have to say that now I'm in borderline. Don't know where to go.. Shame on me to see the kid, at age 5 ask me something about religion. Is this a wake up call? When will you wake up from this dream Intan darling?

Oh Jeez.. NO! Can't believe what I've just saw on TV! 1 USD = IDR 12300 things are getting lotta worse! How can I take care my business then? 

current mood :( Well, this is a rough week for me, no, not week, but months! Problems come and go, but I don't understand why they always follow me. One problem clear, there goes another, always go on and on like that. Sometimes I wanna back to the moment where I still know nothing about everything. Oh how I missed my childhood.. When my brain was only fulfilled with games and play and cartoon and food and dolls. But I have to face the reality, that life isn't as sweet as candy. Life's full of ups and downs, right and wrong, good and bad. It end up with a choice . Life is a choice . Is life fair? I still haven't find the answer, cos I feel that sometimes life isn't fair. Why this why that , there are too many questions that I'd like to ask to God , (if God ever exist). How can I lose my faith, God? Maybe I feel this emptiness around my chest because I don't have You in my life. But how can I find You ? And where? I'm searching for You all over the p...

I seen a rainbow yesterday But too many storms have come Leaving a trace of not one God-given ray Is it because my life is ten shades of grey I pray all ten fade away Seldom praise Him for the sunny days And like His promise is true Only my faith can undo The many chances I blew To bring my life to a new Clear blue and unconditional skies Have dried the tears from my eyes No more lonely cries My only bleedin' hope is for the folk who can't cope With such an endurin' pain that it keeps 'em in the pouring rain Who's to blame for shootin' cain into you're own vein What a shame you shoot and aim for someone else's brain You claim the insane and name this day in time For fallin' prey to crime I say the system got you victim to your own mind Dreams are hopeless aspirations In hopes of comin' true Believe in yourself The rest is up to me and you

I looked through the mirror and I saw her Fancy dress, beautiful make-up, with designer handbag Who's that girl? I looked into her eyes and saw nothing But an empty mind, an empty soul Who are you without those things? Deep down inside She's searching for something The meaning of her life.

First of all, I begin with the movie I'm dying to see... James Bond : Quantum of Solace. I went to see this with my boyfriend, thinking that it would be the same amazing picture that was Casino Royale. Sadly, it wasn't. Quantum of Solace still has the action, the girl and the explosions that you'd expect, but it is still missing something. By removing the gadgets, the car (only around for the first 5 minutes) and the improvisation that you'd expect a Bond flick to have, it has removed essentially what is a Bond film and what you are left with is the story. And the story was not that thought out. Many moments left me thinking: "what was the point of that?". The film is a lot darker, focusing mainly on the character seeking "revenge" but was not the film I expected it to be. A good watch, better than anything else at the cinema now, but not as good a film as I thought, and I felt a bit disappointed walking out. At most 7/10. Meanwhile, congratulations...