Chasing Intan

If you wanna make the world a better place, take a look at yourself then make a change... Michael Jackson - Man In The Mirror Can't change the world overnight, we can start to staying alive, one at a time.. So let's make a history, and help out those in need, one at a time... we can change a life. Travis McCoy - One at a Time We all know that mother earth is crying AGAIN after what happened at Haiti. A massive 7.0-magnitude earthquake has struck the Caribbean nation of Haiti. and from what I recall, the victims already 200000 people dead and still, there are large number of people missing. I think it's time to showing the world that we CARE. I care so much for them, especially for the dead children, or them who lost their family & their loved ones. They lost their houses, as a matter of fact, they lost everything they had before. It's not about how much the donation, but the truth is, the EFFORT and showing that we CARE to our brothers and sisters. Let's shed so...

Just like every year that passes by, 2009 brings lots of memories, both good and bad, and so many ups and downs. Well thats life, isn’t it? But I think this year was remarkable, especially about my relationship with Dieter. Our relationship this year was full of struggles and trials. But I’m so glad that we still can through those horrible times. So these r the remarkable files: 1. I graduated and start to work at Singaporean Bank (DBS) on January 5th. That was just great. More than I’ve had expected. I love the people, my boss, and the bank also. OK not the bank, but I love love my friends who worked at DBS. They were magnificent. And the best thing was, I earned the money. wiv Daisy & Aline wiv some of my friends at DBS 2. I must said goodbye to my own baby Cutesy Girlz. Cos at that day, I must chose between my job and my online shop. And sadly, it didn’t work out if they stood together. So goodbye Cutesy Girlz, but not for good. I’ll rebuild my online shop this year, hopefully. ...

Ever since I "trapped" in this relationship wiv Mr. D, he never written to me a love letter. I don't expect that much actually, considering how "straight" he does. Romantic has never been his style, and I already accepted that. But, I read this love letter from Beethoven, called "Immortal Beloved" and I was very very TOUCHING. So here we go, bring it on Ludwig! Good morning, on July 7 Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - ...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Let's making resolution! hmm... I hope in the new year, I'll find a better job for me to handle. However, I deserve a SMILE when I'm doing my job, right? Let's erase the sad face! I hope I always be surrounded by fabulous shoes & bags. I know it's not important to some people, but for me? Yeah, it's quite important. I really wanna own my very first Louboutin or Manolo. Oh how I worship them!! Jeez. Could it be? Who knows. For the record, I won't get married this year. and I won't have a baby anytime soon. Why do everybody always buzz around this? I know my relationship finally get in its 7th year, but what's wrong with that? We're still wanna having fun with our life and this relationship, and I don't want marriage ruin our happy life. In fact, I'm sooooo not ready. YET. I'll be a smarter and wiser shopaholic. I hope I can have my family back. You know, last year been a tough year for our family. I wanna be a bett...