Chasing Intan

As I get older, I become more cautious. I've met a lot of people.. At school, college, workplace, playground, and everything in between. I used to be naive and I thought all people was kind hearted. I was this simple girl who thought that if I'm being nice to people so they would be nice too, in return. Yes. That's me back then. I didn't know that one's heart cannot be seen. Like an old saying, "we can measure depth of the ocean, but we can't measure one's heart"  I was keeping that way until the day my mother tore my heart into pieces. The thing that happened many years ago when I was a kid, still glued in my head (yup even until today). Very traumatic and left my heart broken. I never thought that my very own mother would gone that far.. I was in an extremely pain, considering how small I was. I felt pity for my sister and the rest of family :(  God is a forgiver to all His sinful children, so why I bother to be in a lot of hatred?  In short, I ...

Problems are human's middle name.  So just live with it, while searching for the best and wisest solution.  Don't forget to always be thankful. Cos if you feel grateful everyday, you will realize how life is really beautiful in its own way.  I hope I can stay positive throughout my life..  ‎ "Life is short, live it.  Love is rare, grab it.  Anger is bad, dump it.  Fear is awful, face it.  Memories are sweet, cherish it." C'est La Vie!

ciao! I wish I could write more.. But my lame internet connection wouldn't let me. So sometimes I just keep my  thoughts written on twitter or in my blackberry's notepad that obviously didn't end up anywhere. That's sucks. And my best ideas often come up when I showered (don't ask why). Good news is I shower twice a day, and bad news is I'm a totally forgetful person. Ideas come and eventually go away. Such a shame.  Today is January 14th, we're about to enter the third week of 2011! Doesn't time fly so fast? And what have I done most of the time? Whining over the same old shit that happened over and over again in my family. I never thought that the new beginning turned out to bring a lot of sadness and negativity. No I didn't cry. My tears dried on their own. Maybe my eyes tired of crying over the same thing. Maybe there's a certain amount of tears for every section in my life, and for this "family" section, my tears have dried.  F...

The Carrie Diaries Last year my sister Imelda gave me "Carrie Diaries" book as my birthday gift.  It took only few days for me to finished it. But I just realized that I never share it with you guys...  So here it is a pinch about one of my all time favorite Candace Bushnell's book. To all Sex and The City, especially Carrie's worshipers out there, this is definitely a must have. Candace Bushnell stay true to herself in this book. I amazed of how well she could write a book about vintage Carrie Bradshaw. Of course she's the one who created her, but to keep it real and interesting with a totally different theme? You're kidding me. This book is too good to be true! Fans will love seeing Carrie Bradshaw evolve from a regular girl into a sharp, insightful writer. Also they will learn about her family background, how she found her writing voice, and the indelible impression her early friendships and relationships left on her. Ever wonder why and how the hell Ca...

Happy new year!!!  It took four days for me to publish my first post of 2011. Well, hello there :) I hope you had a peaceful Christmas and a fabulous New Year's Eve, surrounded with your loved ones and completed with good food :) Actually I just got back from my vacation which was wonderful. I went to China with my Mom. I'll post the photos later. I think my vacation deserves its own post :) 2011.  Wow. I can't stop saying how time flies so fast. This year, I'll be turning 24. My relationship with Dieter will enter its eighth year. Everyone moves on, some settle, some static. Whatever your intention is, I sincerely wishing each and every single reader who read my blog, the best in this upcoming year.  As for my 2011 resolution, I just wanna be someone who knows better.. Who can learn from my mistakes and experiences from what I've been through. And not falling into the same hole twice, as not to believe in others easily. Cos the world out there is like a wild j...