Chasing Intan

curent mood: excited!! I got my 1st job at DBS Bank!! Wow.. We're counting the end of 2008 today! So many things have passed in the last 365 days, and I'm still wondering, what have I done? Am I already become a "person" that I wished 12 months ago? Time moves so fast. It was like yesterday, we're celebrating the new year's eve in my house with lots of pizza, pasta, n wine. LOL. But the most important thing is not the celebration, but the will to be a better person. OK actually we can easily change, not always in "new year", but you know, we often feel motivated when new year come. Everyone's busy making the resolution, the achievement list, the dream, etc. But how many of them that really can make it come true? Not much I think.. I'm just so thankful that I'm one of them. I remember the first wish that I wrote last year was "find my God and lead me to His way". And there I have it now. The second was, I wanna still celebrate ne...

There are too many questions There is not one solution There is no resurrection There is so much confusion There are too many options There is no consolation I have lost my illusions What I want is an explanation There is no comprehension There is real isolation There is so much destruction What I want is a celebration And I know I can feel bad When I get in a bad mood And the world can look so sad Only you make me feel good ♥

curent mood: down I really don't know what to say about this. I'm just feeling the weirdest thing about my relationship. Maybe because it's way too long (almost six years), or maybe I just bored with this situation over and over. Oh Gosh I need a fresh air.. I wanna have fun with myself, I wanna runaway just a moment. Trapped. Again. For this time I need to listen what my heart says, not others' heart. And once again, our ♥ being tested.. Life's full of choice, but which one is the truest? Which one is the best for us? What's next darling?

Hope y'all have a wonderful Christmas God Bless You ^^

Latest Christmas carol for 2008! LOL Recession is coming to town! You'd better watch out You'd better not cry You'd better keep cash I'm telling you why: Recession is coming to town. It's hitting you once, It's hitting you twice It doesn't care if you've been careful and wise Recession is coming to town It's worthless if you've got shares It's worthless if you've got bonds It's safe when you've got cash in hand So keep cash for goodness sake, HEY You'd better watch out You'd better not cry You'd better keep cash I'm telling you why: Recession is coming to town! Finance products are confusing Finance products are so vague The banks make you bear the cost of risk So keep out for goodness sake, OH You'd better watch out You'd better not cry You'd better keep cash I'm telling you why: Recession is coming to town.

curent mood: excited congratulations for my boyfriend! Finally you've made it! After a long waiting.. There you have it darling.. VALENTINUS DIETER

Oh.. My God!! Sexiest man alive is.. JASON STATHAM. Suddenly, after watched Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels, it was "love" at the first sight. Fall in love to him even more after watched Transporter 1 & 2, Crank, War/Rogue Assassin, The Bank Job, Italian Job, Snatch. His masculine face, his accent, his voice, his credibility to fight (damn it!), his muscle, his 6-packs-abs, his everything! He should be the next Bond. Anyway here's my review. Saw it on its premiere last Saturday night. After my crabbing that Quantum of Solace didn't give me the James Bond rush I expected from the series, I happily saw Transporter 3 with Jason Statham's taciturn, scowling super Fed-Ex-like operative, Frank Martin. Jason Statham is perfect as Frank- I doubt there is anyone doing this kind of role better at the moment. I enjoyed this film way more than the latest Bond! This installment exists as nothing more than a Jason Statham fetish movie. We see him kicking ass shirtless ...

He asked me to the church on Saturday. I didn't know what happened with me, but that was the first time EVER, my heart was beating when I stood up and walked straight to the priest, and he made me a "cross" sign right in my forehead. Whilst he whispered something to me, and I ended up saying "Amen". I hope it was a sign that God given to me. I believe He does exist. I forgot to mention that last week I received email from my sister, called "a letter from God". When I read it I was in my car, driving. But I couldn't help it till I drowned to tears. It was coincidentally, because at the same time I read the email, I was feeling blue, too. *Family Issue*. So when I read it, I couldn't help but cry. I wish I can find such beautiful words in my family. The warmth, the joy, which I rarely get. I'll post the letter soon, since it's still nowhere to be found. I've become more certain that God has show me His way, and His light. Amen.

I loved this movie for the movie it was, nothing more. If you try and compare this movie to the book, of course you're going to end up hating the movie, because the book is, by far, way better. First of all, the movie does start off kind of slow. It's the type of film where they expect you to know everything about the story line in the first 10-15 minutes of the movie. It also does get kind of boring at parts, and some performances could've been better in many ways, but still, in my opinion, this movie indeed rocked. The characters were very well established, the fight/suspense scenes were cool and exciting, and I even began to shed a few tears with the every now and then romance. All in all, I don't see how anyone can flat out hate this movie. It was very fun and entertaining and although it didn't "live up" to the book, it did a very good job, and to me, it was the best it could be without going too far into necessary details and focusing too much on des...

dear blog I haven't write to you for a while. There are many stories that I passed these recent weeks. And it seems, Blackberry could not help me much to not ignore my darling blog. Anyway... Enough is enough. Let's start writing. On Tuesday, I went to Jakarta with my boyfriend. I accompanied him to the airport, cos he would sent his goods to Ambon. Along the way, I looked at him, and I realize that how lucky I am to have him in my life. My mind flew to a time what would I be if I never meet him? Maybe I'm still a Daddy's little girl who knows nothing about struggle, about achievement, and about life. I kept saying this in my blog cos I'm very thankful to have him. He's on his way to 23, but his experience, his mental, his ideology, has gone too far from his age. One thing that I never understand, why my Dad do not respect him? Just because he's not a multi-million dollar man? Or is it because he's not coming from a "big" family? I never see a ...