Chasing Intan

I was overwhelmed with how things going on rite recently in my life. There were no harmonies between love, life, work, and everything in between. Every single thing seems shattered into pieces and disconnecting each other. I completely stressed out.  I finally went to a one week getaway to Singapore in order to get back my inner happiness and hoping a fresh start once I come back to Bandung. For the first time in many years, I enjoyed myself without my boyfriend. I'm not saying I didn't miss him, but I feel relieved....without him. One week in Singapore was like a detox for me. I know problems won't literally go away no matter how far we go, but at least when we come back, we can think our problems clearer and in more peaceful way.  Just in time for my brother's birthday, we spent it at Universal Studios and had a great great time! The coasters were freaking us out and I must say that USS is much much better than HongKong's Disneyland. A bit crowded but we got t...

My friend reminded me that the last time I trimmed my hair was long ago. November to be exact. So last weekend, I went to Jakarta to get a new haircut with my favorite hairstylist. Heehee :p I was so thrilled cos it's been such a long time. I rarely trim my hair, cos I like it long. Even though my boyfriend wanted me to rock a shorter hairdo. Blah! Isn't it weird when your boyfriend love to see your hair pixie short a.k.a Halle Berry style? I thought men prefer a long hair women?  Gee, I would never ever do that to my hair. I loved my hair too much, even I decided to not harm my hair with any chemical like coloring, rebounding, and things like that since years ago. I leave it the way it is. I wash my hair twice a week (yuck, I know). But sometimes keeping the natural oil do wonders to our hair and even moisten it. My friends often ask me what's the secret of having a long healthy hair, and I always answer "wash it twice a week". They mostly don't believe i...

We're not in our best shape. Lots thing have to be redone, rework, and reconsider. I won't be the one who pledge guilty all the time, for the crime that I didn't commit. I wonder how long he will sentenced me.. Doesn't he feel long enough? I'm still too young at heart, at least for a man like him, whose mind is years ahead his actual age. I wish I can run with him, but his pace is getting fast every single day, and I realize I'm the one who stand still. With my childish behavior, in my safe place, spoiled by people whom I love dearly. He's gone too far... He moves faster than speed of light. I was left alone fantasizing without knowing where our journey end or maybe when to start a new journey? Maybe simply... I'm not the woman he's looking for. Well that's a creepy thought, but maybe... just maybe.. we don't belong together. Who knows? I wish I can turn back time to see how happy we were back then.  I wish I live in a world where marria...

"Dear two-faced person, I can't seem to decide which face of yours to slap with" Frankly we often meet those kind of person along the way. So called friend whom stabbed us behind our back, while sugarcoating every sentence that he/she said in front of our face. In my life I learned that not everyone is as kind as I expected them to be. As a mater of fact, I'm tired of expecting. Ain't it awkward when you typed a sad or angry messenger status, someone texted and asked, "what happened?". At first I replied exactly like what I felt on that moment, and then no further answer. What the.. ? I was fool once, and I won't do the same mistake. Cos everyone out there mostly just wanna know what's happening in our life. Cos everyone out there mostly won't help when we have difficulties, moreover laughed over our problems. So forget about -no-holds-barred- conversation unless you trust this person with all your heart. You don't want your problem ...

Hola! Can't believe I'm typing in my own blog right now. Finally they fixed my blog's issue for what, a year? LOL I'm sure there were tons occurrences that missed. But however, I might start arranging every piece of puzzle that missing. Although this is the longest absent I've ever had, I'm so glad to be back again on writing scene. PS: I'm still alive. HA!