Chasing Intan

The picture was taken right before I checked myself to the OB/GYN.(Girl had to let off her belly stud and that would be one of those "gue pernah kurus" picture.. haha) Later I found out that I was 6 weeks pregnant (I'm about to enter my ninth weeks now) Words cannot describe how I Felt. Excited, grateful, happy, and scared at same time. Am I ready for this?! Being a mother is lifetime commitment. I think I'm overthinking things, but so many what-ifs flying in mind. It's not Intan if don't loaded with self doubts. But hey, is this what I've been dreaming of! I just don't expect it will come sooner than later. Since I got married, I only had my period once. I mean, I'm still newbie in this intimacy world. We barely knew (let alone explore) about sex and boom, I got pregnant right away. Friends teasing me, they said that they expect it cos we've been together for almost 10 years without sex involved. Ha-Ha. I rarely updated my blog bec...

I was gonna cursing my last holiday (thanks to the shitty weather). I mean, everyone who intended to go to the beach wanting to laying on the sand to catch some sun. But when I came to Bali last week, it was raining all day all night, even all morning. Going from a to z with car is the least thing I wanna do in Bali. Oftentimes, the traffic became so chaotic that it need approx 1 hour to reach a next door destination.  Enough with the rambling, cos finally on our forth day, the sun finally shone. Woke up with a very bright light and I thought, wow this will be the day I lay on the sand. But the plan quickly changed when hubby decided to rent a bike. Not an usual bike, he rented a Ducati. A bike that he's been craving for so long. But haven't had a chance to buy because he's not selfish. He could have bought it really, but instead he chose to developing his business. His dream honeymoon always be a journey from Bandung to Bali with that bike. Well, we finally affo...