Chasing Intan

Just when you need that much needed support... I stumbled upon a page that shows this particular child seem couldn't have enough food to eat.  Just when my son refuse to eat for a millionth time, my friend bragged about how getting her kids to eat is as easy as walking in the park.  Bento? FAILED big time  New delicious menu? Major major FAIL New plate, new presentation? Also FAILED Shut up! Don't ever tell me I'm not trying. 

First of all, I can't believe this blog post has been in my draft folder for weeks!! Haha.. I'm sooo ibu-ibu right now, putting everyone's needs before mine, let alone this blogpost. But I'm gonna share it lahh.. It's over a month since my last post!  As the day went by, it's harder and harder to find time for myself.. Let alone to sit still & write. Writing is a luxury right now.. Let alone take a bath! Oh God how I miss taking a nice long bath without any intervention. Or the pounding feeling, scared if I left Vale to bath he'd do something dangerous. Yes lil guy can open any door! But he also liked to play by himself.. Anyway, hence on this post, I'll write a day in life of Intan hahaha.. Vale is now 18 months. (He's actually 19months now.. Oh long-abandoned-blogpost!) 06.00 Wake up. Vale is nursing (yup I'm still breastfeeding him). He usually go back to sleep for another half an hour. So I have time to check my socmed platforms regarding...

Approaching Mr.D's birthday, I thought I want to write a little bit about him..  Sometimes I was green with envy when I saw someone posted on her instagram a gift from her hubby. You know something like, "thanks hubby.. You know me really well" or "thanks for the surprise" or even "an early christmas gift". I'm talking about Chanel here LOL.  Well that's just me being human.. Cos as matter of fact, Mr D "never" splurge on me. Ever since we dated many years ago until we become one, he never give something I really like. He knows I'm a shoewhore, but he never give me one. He knows I'm a makeup addict, he never give me even one single lipstick. At first I was like, complaining. Deep in my heart. So many why oh why popping in my mind. But as we goes along the way, I started to understand his way of thinking.  So what did he give me?  He provides comfort. A house to live in, a big comfy bed to sleep everynight, a refrigerator that ...

You won't remember the way I stood in the bathroom late that night in labor with you, fearfully and excitedly gazing up at the moon, knowing I was going to bring you into the world soon and whispering to you, "We can do this." You won't remember the way you looked at me right after you were born, or the way I pulled you up next to my heart and marveled "Hi, baby" in your ear. You won't remember the way you healed my broken spirit. The way you completed my heart. I was weak before I had you, and you made me whole again. You won't remember the way I proudly watched you everywhere we went, you were always the most beautiful boy in the room to me. You won't remember the way you made me laugh with all of the silly things you did. I saw how kind your heart was. You won't remember the way I would brush the hair off of your forehead and the way you'd look up at me. Without any words, our souls could touch and say everything to each other that wor...

I want to be appreciated.  As simple as that :) 

Well  This is weird.  I don't think I'm able to write good stuffs anymore. Wait, since when I write a nice piece anyway? Lol. But seriously, it seems I have nothing in mind beside motherhood! Hours and hours passed by where you can find me reading all mommy/parent-related articles. Haha. I don't even spend that much time in fashion websites anymore (where I religiously read before). Of course I veered off once in a while just to catch up with latest trend (that connected with my business). But that's all. I don't find myself obsessing over these specific fashionable shoes or bags. Those days are long gone. I'm not lying when I wrote I kinda miss wearing my skyscraper heels... But where? I have toddler in tow that seems can sit / stand still for 5 seconds. I was busy running with him here and there... Aaaand you wouldn't believe me, but I'm about to purchase my FIRST sneakers. Hahaha. FYI, I never own one. Back in the days when I used to be a gym rat, I a...

Finally.. A non-mommy post! Haha  Earlier today my sister and I played with make up. As the owners of an established beauty online shop (hahaha thats cray) we tend to follow the trend. Acknowledge what's hot right now.. Colors of the season. Palettes that used on the runaway...etc. In the other side of the world have entered the fall season. And "the color" of fall is burgundy/bordeaux. So that's what we tried today. A vampy lips as they said in the magazine.  I was very excited cos I didn't get a lot of time to do my hobby nowadays. Vale has been such an energetic bunny who always on the move! I don't even comb my hair, just tuck it all in the ponytail. Or a bun. Or whatever it called, so Vale can't pull it off.  Anyway, here's the look. It's not that perfect. How could it be perfect when those two tiny hands always grab my thigh when I did my eyeshadows.. Lol. But hey at least I tried :D  Two sides of the same coin... Sissy chose red lipstick ins...