Chasing Intan

Current mood : BLURRED Well, I haven't posting for a while. My days were as busy as hell. First of all, my final thesis..... Urgh, still haven't find the right topic. There are too many consideration. And, OH, I'm starting my own online boutique!! Really excited about this, and of course, really wasting my time. From editing to uploading to promoting and to confirming. My first session will be start Sept 1st. Let's see what happen :)) Anyway, here's my first online boutique Cutesy Girlz I'm far away from professional, but at least I tried. I'll update my site everyday, and keep improve it. Please check out my new collection, since it's high quality dresses with LOWEST price. *cough* LOL [Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*]

John Mayer recently said this in one of his concert: "I don't think that life is short. So I think you should stop saying that. 'Life is short, man.' No it's not! Life is excrusiatingly long. Let me rephrase that. The life you got left is excrusiatingly long. The life behind you, it's done. So yeah, life is short, but only when you turn around and look at it. But if you keep looking forward, you got a lot of years to think about. If you don't think life is long, if you life every day like life is short, you know what you become? A fuckin' asshole. You gotta live your life like someday soon you're gonna hit some miserable Tuesday night that's just gonna seem to go on for days and days and days. Waiting for either some phone call to come that doesn't come or some phone call to stop that won't stop. Because as it's laid out in front of you seems to go on forever. But look back to when you were 4 and it seems like last Sunday. So just ke...

"Someone To Watch Over Me" There's a saying old, says that "love is blind" Still we're often told, "Seek and ye shall find" So I'm going to seek a certain lad I've had in mind Looking everywhere, haven't found him yet He's the big affair I cannot forget Only man i ever think of with regret I'd like to add his initial to my monogram Tell me where is the shepherd for this lost lamb? There's a somebody I'm longin' to see I hope that he turns out to be Someone to watch over me I'm a little lamb who's lost in the wood I know I could always be good To one who'll watch over me Although he may not be the man some girls think of as handsome To my heart, he carries the key Won't you tell him please to put on some speed Follow my lead Oh, how i need Someone to watch over me Amy-Jade Winehouse

Happy Birthday!! Long Live The Queen!!! Thank you for enriching our life and making the world a much better place too! Looking FAB at 50!

say hi to my new baby :) PS: Thanks so much Dad!! xoxoxoxo

current mood : still upset Every children biggest dream would always be make their parents proud. Including me. But how? Many whispers came to my ear that said, "Go ahead and find your place at your Dad's Co.", "Why wasting more time with useless job?", "Don't ever try to work in a -desperately-needing-investment Bank!", and blah and blah and blah. Dude I really wanna show my Dad that I can earn myself money. Now my new car is on its way to my garage doesn't mean I'm fully happy. I mean, I feel very grateful with my Dad's present, but I realize that it will burden me. How long until I can earn my own money? Let's rewind to two years ago, when my friends busy to get a part-time job. This "part-time job" means SPG (Sales Promotion Girl), or Bridesmaid (at someone else's wedding), or Wedding Organizer's crew. That's all we can do for our status as a under-graduate student. Nothing else more and nothing else better...

current mood : upset Why can't I be you? Why can't I just be myself?? Everybody's changing and I don't feel it [Keane]

Sweet memory... Kenn and Billie Kenn, Dieter, Billie Last night I dreamt about Billie [picture on the right]. And it was a nightmare, really :( So Billie came to me, hugged me tightly, and he said that he was sick. He was keep crying on my lap.. Then I woke up, in tears :( Have I told you about him? About one year ago, my Mom adopted him. Actually he's one of our family relative. But unfortunately, he came from a broken-home family. His parent got divorced, [and I don't understand why], no one really care of him, [he was around 3.5 y.o], his Mom runaway to Jakarta, while his Dad built a new family with his new wife! What a bastard! So my Mom decided to brought him to our house and stay with us AND without permission from another family member. Our reactian was like, "wtf?". Cos Billie is a very rebellious kid [no wonder, considering where he came from!], he's wild, and yeah, he's annoying. I didn't treat him right at that time. So did my Sister and my ol...

When I walk in your shoes I understand a man confused They much too big, but I don't care I felt the way your shoulders bare Now I really empathize Looking through your bloodshoot eyes.. And I know you, you're so frustrated Above we all become what we once hated Beside, nobody can't be that wise You got a degree in "philosophy" So you think you cleverer than me But I'm not just some drama queen Cos it's where you're at, not where you've been So what do you expect from me? To hold your head above the sea.. And carry you, even though you bigger Cos don't you know, you crush my tiny figure And anyway, we're still so young And this isn't yesterday.. I can't help you, if you won't help yourself I can't help you, if you don't help yourself You can't only get so much from someone else ...

had so much fun!!