Chasing Intan

Sometimes, our anger and depression are caused by very real and inescapable problems in our lives. Not all anger is misplaced, and often it's a healthy, natural response to these difficulties. There is also a cultural belief that every problem has a solution, and it adds to our depression to find out that this isn't always the case. The best attitude to bring to such a situation, then, is not to focus on finding the solution, but rather on how you handle and face the problem.

Have you ever feel that you're the dumbest, stupidest person on earth? I did some terrible mistakes most of my life, feel like I can do nothing right.. I always wrong. Although I always tell everyone my slogan " absolutely no regrets ". But actually, there are several things that I wish I didn't do. I wish I can study more, I wish I exercise more, I wish I'm not a forgetful girl and can remember every single thing that ever happened in my life, I wish I wish I wish.. Many things I've missed in my whole life. I've messed it up and now I regret it. FFS, please forget those trashy feeling!!! back to reality.......... I've two new best-friends right now. It called "Anger" and "Depression". This "anger" and "depression" always track me down nowadays. Especially when I near my deadline, whether it's essay or Pre-Order on my OL shop. It's just... Frustrating. Sometimes I thought, can I do this alone? But than my...

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current mood: ?!#@~^&* My Dad's best friend died yesterday on age 67. I couldn't help but think, so what's the meaning of life? People was born, live to die someday. I just realized, once again, that life is nothing bout fame and fortune. No matter how rich you are when you live in this world, but what will you bring the day He take you home? Nothing. Will He care about your money or your power? I guess not. What He care about is, your behavior when you live, and how you treat people. Sometimes people are so selfish, greed, and sacrifice others for their own importance. Girls become materialistic. Nowadays, girls don't attracted man in physical, but how thick his wallet is :) Wow, that's the fact. One day I met this man, about 6 years ago, and one of my girlfriend asked, "What car does he own? What business?". From those conversation, I know that she's not a REAL friend, she didn't care about my happiness, all she care about was money. But girl...

current mood: sad sad sad Things are getting worse on Ritchie's household :( Madonna and her husband will end their marriage after almost eight years! OMG!! Why did it go wrong, M? I hate divorces.  My heart goes for their three children, Lola, Rocco, and little David. 

Then I've found mine. Thank God.

There was a man showed me a sketch he'd drown once during his meditation. It was an androgynous human figure, standing up, hands clasped in prayer. But this figure had four legs, and no head. Where the head should have been, there was only a wild foliage of ferns and flowers. There was a small, smiling face drawn over the heart. He said to me, "To find the balance you want, this is what you must become. You must keep your feet grounded so firmly on the earth that it's like you have four legs, instead of two. That way, you can stay in the world. But you must stop looking at the world through your head. You must look through your heart, instead. That way, you will know God."

Current mood: over-tired, over-excited, over-LOADED!! Just got back from HOLIDAY!!!! I just blessed that I still can spend my holiday being surrounded with people I love the most. Well, my holiday was as great as usual. I'm so grateful that I still been able to travel :) although this is my #... visit to Bali, but this place is wonderful. You always want to back there for more. To double the experiences, the fun, the trip to ancient places and temples, eat delicious Balinese food such as duck and seafood :p even tanned your skin and cash out your money in every store that exist! LOL. Nuff story about Bali, cos I'm sure everyone will know what I'd been doing there :) The greatest thing was, my family. I really really, I mean REALLY love them. The only thing you can depend on is your family. The best thing to hold onto life is each other. 6 days in Bali. How I miss my boyfriend. I thought last week was the longest time we didn't meet. We always see each other almost e...