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finding my God

There was a man showed me a sketch he'd drown once during his meditation. It was an androgynous human figure, standing up, hands clasped in prayer. But this figure had four legs, and no head. Where the head should have been, there was only a wild foliage of ferns and flowers. There was a small, smiling face drawn over the heart.

He said to me, "To find the balance you want, this is what you must become. You must keep your feet grounded so firmly on the earth that it's like you have four legs, instead of two. That way, you can stay in the world. But you must stop looking at the world through your head. You must look through your heart, instead. That way, you will know God."


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Demetrius said…
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Intan Juliana said…
Yeah D, you're absolutely right. As the matter of fact, finding balance would never be easy.. Especially for me, I still haven't find balance in my life. In all aspects, including my spiritual life (for most), my career, my future. That seem still a blur image for me. But I never get tired to look for it, find it. Cos I'm sure someday God will lead me to Him within His way.
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