Chasing Intan

I kinda hooked up with this Jennifer Hudson's song All Dressed in Love. Actually it was a OST Sex and The City movie. So the song told about we can cover ourselves wiv clothes, shoes, etc.. Even we can cover our pain with MAC make up (which is very true, and I've been through this). But thats all FAKE. We CAN'T cover our pain to ourselves. The point of the song is what if we can wear what we feel? When you can wear what you feel what do you wanna say? Now love is a little number that you can wear each day As long as you let me be the accessorry Simply send me on my way Style of love I look good in love When it's been out of sight and out of mind for such a long time That's how one forgets So I reached in the back of my closet and pulled it out And tried it on and it still fits So I covered the pain up with lots of MAC make-up But I can't help but blush Because I'm in love All dressed up in love Cool in the summer, warm in the winter I'm all dressed up in...

2009 will end within 4 days. Wow! How time flies so fast? Its like yesterday I was celebrating NYE wiv dieter's fam. I tend to hate every Monday. But this Monday? I have to give it a little appreciation since I can't repeat all other Mondays on 2009. LoL. Everyone, every year, has grown up to be a better person. (At least people who close to my heart). I can see clearly, the difference every year make. But I personally, don't feel the "difference" in myself. I stand still in my place. Everybody's changing, and I don't feel it. The big thing about 2009 was I start working. And earn money by myself. But I can't tell it was a significant thing in my life. Everyone has their job and began to raised the "bar". Contrary with me, I got the job, and it pulled me down. I don't know how many posts in the future will I write about my current job. I just don't suit to this job. I'm not a technical woman, I'm not familiar with textile mach...

I heard a pretty shocking news last week. One girl that I knew, made a confession to me that she was just losing her virginity. It left me speechless. I never thought she would do stupid stuff like that to a man that seeing her for only 3 months! OK its her decision to did that, she has right of course. But.. Am I the only one who still virgin? I felt like one century behind. But I'm proud of it anyway. Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Sinyal Bagus XL, Nyambung Teruuusss...!

I've been busy till I don't have enough time to write on my blog. Actually a lot of thing happened recently. Here's 1 thought, although I'm 22 now, I'm still depend on someone else. Especially my boyfriend. If I were him, things seem very secure. I feel I'm in a "safe zone". Cos I have him by my side. And he is the man that I can count on everything. I mean everything. He is a very multi-tasking man I've ever met in my whole life. He fills my decay, my flaw. I have difficulty of remember the roads, he is very great at it. He's great at Jakarta's roads too. When I didn't have much time to got my hair done, he done it for me. And he cook too. He could look after my lil brother when I was busy shopping at mall. He's great at technical things too. He's capable of everything. He completes me. He's just a perfect man whom will spend the rest of my life with. The worse thing is, I get used to with those situations for almos...

wiv my darling D The family portrait The after party Wines and XO me! Last Sunday, my brother Herry tied the knot to his loved one Grace.. I'm sooooo happy for them!! They made a perfect couple. I even cried at the church, cos it was very very touching, everyone's cried.. They held an outdoor party which was a pretty bad idea, considering the weather nowadays. And guess what? It was raining, they did the wedding kiss over the rain, I found it romantic :) and they stopped the rain! How amazing was that? And there was an after party!! I gone wild and lose control. Damn. I fell in the toilet and left scar on my back. I didn't even remember every single word I said. Well, everyone did it in the party. Even my parents get drunk, and also, the bride & the groom too. The party was FUN! Will post the pics soon! Btw, the pics are in my FB. There are 119! HAPPY WEDDING for Herry & Grace!! Hope you both will live happily forever after xxxxxxxxx wealthy & have 10 kids. LoL ...

Well its December already!! I'm so glad when it comes to December. Holiday is around the corner, Christmas & New Year Eve makes December become one of the happiest month of the year. (This is my 2nd Christmas btw) Check out www.elfyourself.com . The site is fab! We can elf ourselves & send it to our loved ones. I always send them to my family. Its a joke actually, a lovely joke for Xmas. And yeah, new month for me means new shopping list. This month is different than the others, cos now I have goals and I have to save my money more than spend it. So I choose very carefully what I NEED, not WANT. 1. Xmas Gifts I'll buy one for Dieter, his sister Imelda, and his mom. But still wondering what should I buy? 2. SK-II -Facial Treatment Cleanser (I swear its already empty) actually I really need the product who can minimize the pores, cos u know, big pore is the home of blackhead! Hate it so muchhhhh!! Earlier this month, I tried 1 treatment, it hurts so bad, called laser trea...

Today's topic is: LUCKY. Do you believe there's such thing as "lucky"? I mean, whoa.. I ever read there was someone who found cash on his wall, when he tried to fix it. Or someone who make/have some money without pushing themselves too hard, like heiress, for instant. And they who survive from car accident or even plane crash. Can we consider them as a lucky person? We often said, "oh it's just their luck (or my luck)". Does it only coincidence? Have u ever think that there's a purpose behind every events? We called them fate. I still haven't so sure about this, to be honest.. But this thing make me furious and want to know more what's behind someone "luckyNESS" I saw an old man rode his "becak". In his age, he should take a rest and enjoy his life, but he still works hard, for the sake of his family. Meanwhile, there's also a man (same age with him) who live a happy, wealthy life, and retired Do this thing relates to ...

First post in Bahasa :) Skrg gw lagi seneng banget dengerin lagu2 Indonesia jaman dulu,, ternyata mau lagu Barat, mau lagu Indo, semuanya enakan lagu2 dulu yah... Trus tiba2 gw teringat tentang memori jaman dulu, waktu itu gw ngotot ke dieter, "kenapa sih kamu ga pernah kasi aku CD yg isinya lagu2 romantis?" Gw dulu pas jaman SMA dengan bodohnya masih mengagungkan keromantisan dalam suatu hubungan (cape deh). Haha... Dieter bilang, "buat apa? Buat apa mulut manis tapi gak setia? Buat apa kasih bunga & puisi? Gw akan kasih kamu bukti, bukan kata-kata, ataupun bunga" OK. kata gw dalam hati. sembari masih ngedumel aja... Ugh, sirik juga liat cewe2 lain yg suka dikasih bunga ama pacarnya... haha Suatu malam, dia tiba2 bawa CD ini, pas kita lagi di mobil dia ngomong, nih ada lagu buat kamu... (gw: GR.. lagu apa yah kira2? uda mikirnya lagu2 romantisnya Kenny Rogers, ato apapun lah yg cinta cintaan, Kahitna kek, dll). Pas waktu didengerin, tau ga lagu apa? BIP!! Gedub...

I had a fabulous saturday night.. Me & Dieter kinda tired wiv our Saturdays routine. Usually we just go to the cinema, dinner, mall to mall, cafe to cafe, and go home. That's all. BORING! Last night, we have a plan to watch 2012, but the traffic was CRAZY. Jammed everywhere!! Finally we decided to park our car @ riau junction, then we walked all the way.. From trunojoyo street, to sultan agung to riau street back & forth. We really enjoyed it, since this rarely happened in Bandung. We stopped by at my former high school, Aloysius. O Geez how I miss those moments & places. We remembered bout "the high school craziness", here, there, and everything in between. There were loads of memories happened at that place. Including one time when my bf visited me everyday & we lunch together. And he fought wiv certain teachers cos he got into my school without permission, the uniform was different, he wore the orange shoes, orange belt, and even with pierced lips &...

Have you guys watch This Is It movie? When I woke up in the morning on October 28, the first thing came to my mind was: I gotta see MJ's movie!!! So the next day I went to the movies with my bf. He's a huge fan too. We listen to MJ's music all the time. I must begin by saying that the world has lost one of the greatest artists of a life time. MJ is not only a dancer or a singer, but he is an absolute genius.. The movie was made and edited in a very professional way and it was a great wonderful tribute to MJ.... I was very thrilled to watch the movie and I was more than excited while watching it.. I had tears in my eyes throughout the movie (especially the Jackson 5 part, when he sang I'll Be There, and of course my all time fave: Man In The Mirror) He showed us in the movie what does a TRUE ARTIST really mean. With all the technology that the world has made, yet MJ was using the true talent that he posses. words can't describe his talent and the way the movie was d...

I believe that nothing very very good and nothing very very bad lasts very very long. all things come to an end. That's the circle of life. And I don't wanna end up like this. I'm trying to enjoy my whole life now. BUT I'm being under pressure , to be honest. Although I said I began to love my job, but part of it was a LIE. and I've just realized that I can't lie to my own self and pretend that I love my job. Before I sleep, I always figure out what had happened on that day. And geez, I feel like I don't have a soul anymore, especially in my job. I must take care all my Dad's business without really took a time to learn. I'm learning by doing. I was inexperienced . And his factory is complicating. Very complicating. And my Dad dictates me, instead of teach me. Maybe if I've given chance & time to learn, I'd be glad. Everything can went wrong on first month you work at a new workplace. But my Dad didn't accept faults. All has to be PE...

My relationship with Dieter finally reach the next level. I'm not saying we're getting marry, but now we have some goals and we will fight for it. We've just survived (and WON!) from the battle with my parents. And now we have to move on to higher place. Shortly, we start to saving money from now on. We'll make a bank account together, and we'll routinely save our income there. We have dreams. And it'll need a lot of hard work, blood, sweat, and tears to achieve them. Cos none will help us except ourselves. We're about throwing away our date night at fancy cafe, expensive lunch, and every short trips. For myself personally, I have to say goodbye to bags and shoes which I love the most. Aimless shopping spree, and useless stuff which I often buy. Dieter too, he has to repress his automotive hobby. I have to resist my shopping temptation and waiting for the bigger surprise in front of us! (Birkin, maybe? Nah I'm kidding) The point is, we NEED...

I can't believe what is happening to me. So my boyfreind is out of town for about three days, for business trip, which I should not worry about (it's only business and he went with 2 other MEN). I hate to say goodbye, even for three days. There's a hidden tears left behind my eyes when I waved hand to him before he go. He seemed pretty sad too. God!! but I have to admit that I am an -easily burst into tears- kinda girl. I cried a lot. When I see sad movies (especially the one that relates to death and parents-children relationship) I always prepare a box of tissue. LOL. I even cried when I listening to sad songs, or even romantic songs. I suddenly imagine how it would be if I'm the character in those songs. Ridiculous. Back to the topic, so this weekend I'm all alone. I'll go out with the girls and attend their graduation. (Some of my friends will be graduate tomorrow). And still, I have some work to do. And 1 thing that I learn for sure: you NEVER reali...

I'M CRAVING OF.... 1. Leather Jacket I think it really cool to wear a leather jacket. But when and where should I wear it in Indonesia? I really want it!! Should I buy it? 2. new jeans yesterday i went to jakarta and i couldn't find a jeans that fitted in me. I used to buy random jeans. if I liked the color or the model then I'd bought it. But now I find what's the meaning behind the jeans. They have to FIT in you (in your ass also). Good material is also important. I have 2 or 3 good jeans, I'm not calling the rest of them are bad, but after I watch it minutely, I fund out that my jeans were all crap beside those 3. LOL. So I need the new one. I wanna ripped the old ones too. Anyone knows how? 3. boots Here's the fact: I have short legs and I'm a big boned kind a girl. But I insist to wear an ankle boots. I already tried it everywhere on every shoes stores, but I haven't get an ankle boots that suit with my legs! UGH. Actually I'm not prioritizing i...

curent mood: tired my new job at my Dad's company is not bad after all. Despite of long drive (about 1.5 hours from my home), I begin to like it. I was trying hard to love my job. His company is all about textile industry. We produced raw material for bed sheets, for sofa, etc. I mean, this is NOT what I wanted. Sitting behind a desk, and take care all of our goods (both quality and quantities), the biggest challenge is to manage people. And 1 more thing, to create a new system and modernizes the old system. If I say old, I mean we have a very ancient system. This company built about 30 years ago and until now the system haven't significantly changed. Can u believe it? And my task is to reconstruct the system. Worse is, I never want all of this. I'd rather be an make up artist, or a fashion editor in magazine. I know people will call me stupid, but that's what I always want to do. But my family don't take a NO for an answer. If my Dad want something, then be it. The...

I feel like I wanna write something right now. I disappear for a while from this blog world. To be honest, I'm writing this blog, every post in it, comes from my heart when I 100% sober. So I won't write anything that far from truth. I decided to have a blog because (shame on me) I have a short term memory. I once read on the magazine, re-write everything that happened in your life can slowly healing the disease. I'm a very forgetful person, I'm so scared if one day I wake up and dang! I remember nothing! This usually happen in maybe age 70 or so. I don't wanna that thing happen to me. EUWWW... BUT the blog is public too. Means, everyone can read it and give a comment on it. So, maybe I should have another "blog" which I'll keep in my heart, (I hope I won't quickly forget it) and let this blog be my "everyday blog" and little thoughts from me.

I'm writing on the plane, on my way back home from holiday. I can't sleep, I never sleep on the plane literally. It's too noisy. I don't like being here. I just feel insecure. This time, me & my family chose Thailand as holiday destination. We have never been there actually. So we kinda curious what would we got in Thai. Btw, Jakarta - Thai is 3.5 hours plane. Quite far. We went Suan Lum night bazaar on first night. One word for it: EUWWWWW. I didn't like that place at all. No words for this. Till I felt bad afterwards. But surprisingly, there were so many interesting thing in Thai waiting for us, which I didn't expect at all. Second day, we visited Wat Arun, which became my favorite spot at Thai. Wat in Thai language means temple. So Wat Arun is kinda temple, very beautiful temple. I amazed. I took lots and lots picture there. I really love it, too bad my tour guide didn't tell us much about that temple. He wasn't too communicative. I think he is ne...

Recently i must deal with lotsa things! Here we go 1 Internet Connection. FYI: internet connection in Indonesia is VERY AWFUL. Urgh cant even describe it in a word. Just: BAD. Dont dream about watching YouTube, cos maybe it takes half an hour if you want to open one homepage. Let alone, Facebook. OMG. Im going crazy. Thing is, i changed my internet connection from Speedy to Telkom Flash cos i thought it’d be easier to bring the modem whenever i go. But damn i made a mistake! What makes worse: my blackberry connection is as bad as my home internet! 2 MOSQUITOS You know, although mosquitos r God’s creature, i still dont understand, until now, WHY they exist. What’s God purpose for create such a blood-sucking-little monster!? I DONT GET IT I hardly sleep at night cos those things! I even hate em more than cockroach! If i turn the AC on, than i’ll be freezing all night long. Cos if u want to get rid of them, you must set the AC at least 18 C. And it...

curent mood: shocked i was on my way from office this afternoon, with my dad. he drove the car. suddenly we felt that there was something wrong with our car cos it heavily swinged, at first we thought it was only a tire problem. when we were about to stop our car and checked the actual condition, we realised that its not a tire problem. its an EARTHQUAKE!! i saw people ran around outside their house, some of them screaming, surviving their children, some just watch whats happening, and i just sat with my dad on our car and did nothing. cos we overly shocked. when i turned on the radio, many speculations said this earthquake can bring a tsunami. i called my mom, thank God she's okay, but my little brother still at school and my mom was about to pick him up. i stressed out. i called Dieter's mom cos i knew she's at home alone. thank God that she's okay too.. the earthquake occured about 2 minutes long, with 7.3 SR. maybe this is the warning from God that the earth is gett...

IF MY MAN WAS FIGHTING I WOULD BE BEHIND HIM STRAIGHT SHOOK UP BESIDE HIM WITH STRENGTH HE DIDN’T KNOW IT’S YOU I’M FIGHTING FOR HE CAN’T LOSE WITH ME IN TOW I REFUSE TO LET HIM GO AT HIS SIDE, AND DRUNK ON PRIDE WE WAIT FOR THE BLOW WE PUT IT IN WRITING BUT WHO YOU WRITING FOR? JUST US ON KITCHEN FLOOR JUSTICE DONE, RECITING MY STOMACH STANDING STILL LIKE YOU’RE READING MY WILL HE STILL STANDS IN SPITE OF WHAT HIS SCARS SAY AND I’LL BATTLE TILL THIS BITTER FINALE JUST ME, MY DIGNITY YES MY MAN IS FIGHTING AND I WILL STAND BESIDE YOU WHO YOU FIGHTING FOR D – I WOULD HAVE DIED TOO I’D LIKE TOO

Well finally, the bomb is about to explode.. The bomb that i, we fear the most. No ones to blame, nor God? It’s just our destiny, and we just gotta believe in His ways, that He will show us the best way, and He will not give us trials that we cant through. But why now? On next March, we’ll celebrate our 7th year anniversary. Damn, it’s REALLY not a short time to be just waste away. We want to survive this relationship, we MUST survive what we’ve been through. And what did they do? Just crashed it out? No fucking way! Cos we wont just give up!! They cant come into our lives to break our relationship. We’re more than just best friends, we’re more than sister and brother, we’re more than just boyfriend girlfriend, we ARE partners, we ARE soulmate, and we ARE belong together. Noone can separate us, not Mommy nor Daddy. Till death do us part. What money brings you, Dad? I cant proud of you anymore, cos ure the same with them, who thirst of fame and fortune. Will it stay forever? Will you b...

The news broke at Friday, when I browsed twitter. I found out that someone wrote: "Michael Jackson died..". Oh gosh, I couldn't believe it could be that fast. We lost one of the great, the best male singer ever. Our very King of Pop. Who else can beat him? Not JT nor Usher. Noone can be as phenomenal as him. His turbulence life marked him as a bad man in my head. His problems, sexually-related with children at Neverland, his problems with his family and his own child. Who can forget how he treated his child at the balcony? *sigh* But despite of his bad behaviour, his ever changing face, nose, and skin color, he was the pioneer of moon-walker dance, crotch grabbing dance move, with high pitch voice. He's one of the uniter of black and white race. Shame on him cos he chose the wrong way to be "seen". To gradually change his skin color from black - white. I mean, very very white. The story ended Thursday, when he found dead because a cardiac arrest -...

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Ok now. I NEED to CALM down a bit. I'm too busy thinking bout my future, my marriage, my jobs, and that's NOT even happen. I'm just too "worry" about how things will done. I don't wanna fail, so does everyone. But I'm pushing myself too hard.. I'm a money slave, I'm money-minded now till I begin to lose myself. I'm working, as I do a lil business, side-work. All to have money. I can't believe this, I can't believe I'm in this phase. It's so hard to live in such country, like my country. When money become a measure to all things. In my country, at least in our tradition, a marriage means you have to waste a lot of money. For a fancy wedding party, for the stupid thing called pre-wedding (pre photoshoot-- more far more prestigious), for a house, and cars, and a business. Without those, a man can't marry a woman he loves. I once read in a book, one man said, "in indonesia, if I want to marry a girl, I have ...

Geez... Since I work 6 months ago, I've been gaining my weight for about 2kilos! Damn it. And I don't have time to exercise. EXCEPT squad at home. That's all I can do. Omg I'm gettin fat! I should stop!! I should stop eating dinner, eating carbs at lunch, and I should stop eating snack while I'm working. Btw, speaking about my job, today is the deadline for to choose my new job. I must give them an answer, a yes or a no. And I haven't got any choice! Errrrr..... Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Sinyal Bagus XL, Nyambung Teruuusss...!

If you limit your choices only to what seems possible or reasonable, you disconnect yourself from what you truly want, and all that is left is compromise. What should I choose?? (-"-)n Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Sinyal Bagus XL, Nyambung Teruuusss...!

Another sad news come from my fam. My uncle, passed away yesterday. He was battling with lung cancer, for only 6 months! Ironically. As I'm writing this, I just got back from his funeral, feelin sad, and sorry for the rest his family. He was only 58. He's a great man tough.. I met one of my friend at the funeral, sadly, she just lost his sister too, on december, because lupus. Maybe some of you not that familiar with the disease, but it threatens many women in the world. Cos lupus mainly, I mean 99% attack women. It freaking me out, no one knows where it comes from. I mean, it's hard to detect. Even the doctor calls it a "thousand faces disease". The disease can't be just discover easily. It through long process and many tests. Anyway, back to my friend's story. So her sister died at very young age, 29. My friend had a tight relationship with her, that made she lost her spirit. She feels empty since her sister gone. I thought I can imagine how...

I feel empty without writing in my blog. It feels like everything just fly away. In fact I have this so called -stadium 1-amnesia, a.k.a short term memory. So I should write at least once in three days, otherwise I'll forget about things that ever happen in my life. P.1 my job I'll start about my job. So far so good. My boss promoted me to the next level 2 months ago. I'm in 2nd level now. Despite being happy cos I have "extra" salary, but I have higher target, too. *sigh*. I'm getting boring in this job, cos actually it has nothing to do with my major in college. I don't use my left brain that much, nor the right brain. Got what I mean? I only use my ability to speak to people, without thinking about "complicated" things. I decided to go to job fair last Saturday. I applied to all companies that interested me, and yesterday, one of them called me to do an interview. Another bank. Shortly, this morning I got interviewed by 1 woman and ...

March 14th Oh dear!!! I must be forget bout you, haven't write since.. I don't even know when. I'm stuck in my bed now, having a heavy headache. Maybe this is the right time to start blogging again. Well, as usual, there were soooo many stories left behind that I hadn't wrote, such as my grad. Did I already write it? I guess it's a no. Hmm finally on early May, became one of the most important day of my life: my graduation. Happiest moment at college. LOL, I'm a bachelor now! Yayy... I'll post my photos soon, :) I didn't work these past 3 days, I just don't know where the virus came from, what I remember was, on thursday I woke up and suddenly I feel this kind of "big rocks" in my head. Like my head beaten by a big rocks thousand times. And I got fever, maybe it was 39.5C! Uh oh, what happen with me? Then the thing I knew, I got rushed to the doctor with my Pops. The doctor said that I was attacked by an unknown virus. He co...

curent mood: clumsy! forgetful! oh shit, I've just realized that I haven't wrote a little about my anniversary! It was March 30, and now April 6. How forgetful I am!! Well,,, happy anniversary baby, we celebrated it at one restaurant, no, two restaurants, one where we could eat buffet, and the other where we could just sit & drink & missed our old days.. Six years, I mean, wow... I always said that I didn't expect my relationship would be this far. I met him at high school, for God's sake!! LOL. Who would've thought? He closed my eyes and took me to my fave place at Bandung. Even we often get there, but we'll never get bored. With city views and cool air (Bandung banget!), what a perfect combination for an anniversary. But the thing is not the celebration, nor the places we go, but the WAY we've been through until we reach our 6th years together. UNFORGETTABLE. from childish to -I'm not a girl not yet a woman- to -half woman- to -more mature woma...

I knew Amy since her Frank album, but I hooked up with her because her Back To Black album, you know, "Rehab" thing. And when I bought the album, I surprisingly found out that she's the most interesting female singer I've ever know, next to M. LOL. Since I worked, I rarely watch her DVD, so I missed her so much. This song "Addicted" was telling about her "connection" with weeds, which I think very funny, how she sing it, and the lyric... which goes like this: - Amy Winehouse Lyrics I don't personally agree with someone doing weed, FYI. I JUST love this song! LOVESIT!

curent mood: sad sad sad I decided to suspend my very own baby, CutesyGirlz. I.. couldn't handle it anymore. Some says, "I should hire an assistant!" Me say, what for? I don't think I need 'em. I will re-opening my online boutique as soon as possible. Oh how I love that job, and how shame I was, cos I can't defend it. But I know this is the best way, at least for now. Well, things happened these days were not that nice. There's a lot pressure, at works, at business, but thank God , not at love life (it's FINE I swear.LOL). Works: our division's target seems impossible! I know it's recession, but, please HELP US! I hope they'll change the new scheme soon. But good thing is, IF only I achieve the target this month, then I'll up to the next level. Yay..... End of March is still 3 days to go. HURRY UP Intan!!! \(^^,)/ I haven't tell you about my additional income, which came at the right time, right person, right place. I'm just luc...

I stopped by at http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com and did the color checking, the result depends on your date of birth. Here's my result, surprisingly, it's quite true!! You are Blue Tiger, who is cheerful and straight forward person, but you also possess pure and clean atmosphere. You are very active, and don't flirt with men and are not cautious towards them. You are open-minded person with big warm heart. You can make decent decisions and have observing eyes. You are also intelligent and self confident. Nevertheless you are not very good at quick decision makings, and tend not to act before you are convinced thoroughly. But once convinced, you will go the whole way. You are very popular, because of the way in which you don't show favoritism and you can make decisions on reason. Unlike your cheerfulness, you tend to be very sensitive and tend to worry needlessly. You seem like a romantic type, but you are very realistic and don't go following your dreams forever....

There I am in my bed. I'm sick, so sick.. I'm coughing a lot, got fucking influenza, and I can't go anywhere now so I can catch up my time to write in my blog again. It seems my body can't stand anymore with my hectic days. I thought I can manage it all, and be a multi-tasking woman, but I don't. I lost the battle. And thanks to this "lovely" weather. So hot at day, so cold at night + flood everywhere! No wonder I'm falling sick. Well it such a very long long time, longest time I didn't keep in touch with my blog. Till I couldn't remember things that I should've write! I tried to collect all the missing puzzles from this place. First off all, Dieter's birthday! Yay... I brought him mini-tiny-super cute-doughnuts as his birthday cake early in the morning.. LOL. I was just trying something different, cos I thought it was so boring to bring another cheese-cake, etc. And I bought him a basketball shoes as a present. A shoes that he was long...

curent mood: random I have many things to write. but I don't know where I should start. These weeks been a miracle yet disaster for me. Thank God for let me through those things. Do you know what character that Cancers usually have? Yup, MOODY. I'll write when I got the mood to write. So, Stay Tune!