Chasing Intan

Facebook is the right place to feel bad (or good?) about yourself.  While  facebook can make you reunite with your friends from far far away, or even given you opportunity to do some businesses.. But at the same time, it also fulfilled with tons of pictures that can make you feel bad about yourself (and others or vice versa), and little did we know, it turn into envious feeling.  "I wish I could be at XXXXX like him, I wish I could have XXXX like her, and etc etc."  Well, OK I'm only human, purely 100% human who feels jealous.  When I clicked through those enviable pictures and my heart start beating fast, I always manage myself to quickly log out from facebook, turn off the laptop, laying down in my bed and keep telling myself how lucky I am.  I look around me and I silently whispered to myself, what's not to love from my life? When I feel down about my job and workplace, I keep reminding the devil inside of me that I should be grateful can be sit dow...

"I have to detached myself from someone, something in this life.. in order to find my inner happiness and freedom" At last, that's what written in the card. magic  card.  This is how it started:  When I feel weary and doubtful about something, I shuffle the cards (gift from my sister) whilst thinking about the problem that currently bugging me. I pull out the first card -shuffle- pull out the second card -shuffle- and then pull out the third card.  The cards content words of wisdom that related to the aforementioned problems.  Shortly, three cards in my hand. When I opened the first card, BAM! Then I opened the next one, BOOM! And the third one, "Whoossshhh". They're like, slapped me in front of many people that sat in the table that day. I was thinking, my aces fell apart!  detached freedom happy Geez, those were the scariest cards I've been playing...  There is a short description in each one of them, but I don't remember the detail. Usually,...

Recently I got make over by my sister.. I hardly recognize my face anymore! What do you think of our glammed up session?

I willing to wake up very early in the morning just to catch red carpet moments on E!  I lived in Indonesia and that makes me few hours ahead from America. This is what you've been waiting for, my own version of Fashion Police!  I've always loved doing Fashion Police from time to time with my friend Daisy. But now she's married, we barely talk about fashion although I keep updated her with latest scoop. And I keep going with tweeted some unnecessary updates in my twitter. LOL. As you can see this year's Grammy filled with fabulous dresses so it's kinda hard for me to choose the best dressed dress. Here's some my favorites.. Gold apparently stolen the spotlight, although some celebs chose white, while the others looking classic in black, and err.... animal print. (literally). Gold digger Kim! LOL Kimmie :D As hot as the weather at Staple Center, Los Angeles, Kim Kardashian showed up in her own glamorous way with shimmering Kaufman Franco...

Last weekend Grammys was a bit surprising, yet a devastating moment for Justin Bieber . Do you think you will win in every award ceremony, Biebs? Ha Ha. Although when they scream Esperanza Spalding to received Best New Artist award, I was like, wait.. Esperanza who?  But that's what the awards are for. To introduce the "best" new artist? But later I found out that she sounded amazing. Well congratulations, gal!  ES: sorry, Biebs! But like you said, never say never :D If you guys happened to watch the 53rd annual Grammy Awards, who's your fave performance? I basically love Katy Perry 's performance, especially when she sang her ballad  song and there's a sneak peak of her recent wedding video.... And I also ADORE Bruno Mars ' performance when he sang one of my fave song, "Grenade" and surprise surprise... My TV screen turned to black and white! Cos he changed the arrangement into soul. I was screaming cos it's so freakin COOL! Well he de...

I must admit that I'm an impulsive shopper. I have a shopping problem okay? I almost never come home empty handed and I almost always regretted what I've bought. But I'm getting better now. When I'm into something, I must convince myself that I really really really like, other than that, I wouldn't buy it. Although I've slipped every once and a while.. :s Well, shopping must be one of the best feeling in the world (I know I'm so pathetic), but it is.. I'm a true mall hopper. I could stay all day everyday just at malls. Hoping from one shop to another given me an instant feeling of.... err hardly describe. I don't even know how I feel. Happy? Maybe. Cos stores never fail me. When I'm down, I just go to the mall next door, checking in and out what's new in my fave stores. One thing for sure, I'm a solo shopper. When I need advice, the rightest person that can answer my doubt is just me, myself, and I. If I bring my friends to shop wit...

When I opened my closet, I found nothing but the shoes. At that time I realized, I already bought too much shoes (if you think I'm gonna quit, you're so wrong!). Even some of them are never worn, or only worn once, or can't be worn at all. So I determined to pause (not stop) buying shoes and save money  to buy handbags.  Throughout these time, I usually carry my Mom's handbag. Especially ones that called premium designer handbags. Cos I still couldn't afford it and beside, I don't really have passion for handbags. If someone put two things in front of my eyes, let's say a Christian Louboutin shoes vs Louis Vuitton bag, I'd probably choose Louboutin over everything.  But since I've had enough shoes and bagLESS, so I'd hold my passion a bit for shoes. Though everytime I visit the store, shoes rack has always been my first destination. #FML Anyhoo...  Weeks ago I finally made a decision to buy my first premium handbag with my own money.. Well, cong...

14th February or best known as Valentine day is approaching. Fact is, in a matter of hours. Although my boyfriend and I never celebrate it (cos we think that everyday could be a valentine day). What's the point being so romantic, blah blah blah in just one day? Then what the other day meant for us?  However, when I browsed through the net today, I found this beautiful-dreamy-oh to die-shoes. This time, my pick comes from Valentino . Which is famous for his bow and floral theme accessories.. Completed with rhinestones and his signature bow, AND my favorite color. The shoes is perfection!  Valentino Crystal Bow Satin Shoes 5" tall I wish I can have those dreamy pair of shoes, but my wishlist for this year is way too long. Although it wouldn't hurt to add one, would it? LOL. Ah.... I wonder when a woman ( especially like me ) can get enough shoes?  Happy Valentine Day! Wear a little black  nude dress, sexy & killer heels, with red lips and you're good to ...

Ciao tutti :) It's been awhile since my last post. I often feeling down and sad recently.. Really don't wanna sum it up in my blog. I'm tired of the dramas and now I don't give a F no more. I'm overwhelmed with endless wedding parties and also those boring questions, asking me about marriage and things. Chinese NY pretty much the same. The conversation between my family always revolves around marriage. I was like, "Egypt is about to burn down, can you guys find other topic that more interesting and educational to talk to and stop taking care about those shit?" Yes I am so mad. Like, we'll get married someday. Enough. So now I wanna a fresh start. And let's talk about my boyfriend's birthday :) On February 7th, Dieter celebrated his 25th birthday.. I was in such desperation in searching the perfect gift. Cos I've known him for more than eight years... So you know, I've been there, done that.  Finally, the bulb light and here comes the ...