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My teacher once asked me about my description about heaven. I answered that heaven is a very beautiful, peaceful place.. where there's nothing but happiness. It's the closest place to God. But in order to get there, we have to die first and we have to act kind and all positive things to people around us. I was blabbing about "my version" of heaven until she interrupted me and said, look over your heart, look over your family. Is it heaven? Do you feel heavenly?

We can create our heaven. Don't bother to die cos everybody has their own heaven. I stopped for a minute or two to contemplate it. Yes indeed. She's right. I think I've read or hear somewhere about "hell on earth, heaven on earth". It's us that creating it. It's up to us and how we behave. 

Having a little family now, I realize that I have to create a "heaven" in our house. Do we able to create it? Some says woman plays an important role. Man might give her a house, but she creates a home. I wanna be a woman like that. I want to create our own heaven. You might think I've gone too far, but actually I'm starting it from my heart. A happy heart, a happy family, a happy home, is nothing but an earlier heaven :)






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