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Well finally, the bomb is about to explode..
The bomb that i, we fear the most. No ones to blame, nor God? It’s just our destiny, and we just gotta believe in His ways, that He will show us the best way, and He will not give us trials that we cant through.
But why now?

On next March, we’ll celebrate our 7th year anniversary. Damn, it’s REALLY not a short time to be just waste away. We want to survive this relationship, we MUST survive what we’ve been through. And what did they do? Just crashed it out? No fucking way! Cos we wont just give up!!

They cant come into our lives to break our relationship. We’re more than just best friends, we’re more than sister and brother, we’re more than just boyfriend girlfriend, we ARE partners, we ARE soulmate, and we ARE belong together.

Noone can separate us, not Mommy nor Daddy. Till death do us part.





What money brings you, Dad? I cant proud of you anymore, cos ure the same with them, who thirst of fame and fortune. Will it stay forever? Will you bring it to death? And will God even consider it (the more money, the closer heaven)? Nope.

Without being naive, i know that everything needs money nowadays, but i’ll happier live a simple family with the guy i love, than live painfully rich with the one i dont love.

Why are you so blind? The right guy for me is just steps away from you, not that old lonely rich man.

Comments

phi said…
ask him.
dont you want to see me happy?

sometimes parents perceive that they know what's best for us, and often, they're wrong.
you yourself the only one who know what's best for you and what makes you happy :)

fight for it tan! :D
Intan Juliana said…
i already did.
and they think, money is the only way, the only ticket to find happiness!
cos we buy house, cars, with MONEY not with love. how pathetic!! to have a mindset like that.

my boyfriend is only 23, and i saw him much more wiser, maturer than his age. even with everyone who has the same age.

but the thing is: my parents didnt see what i saw.
although my brothers and my sister on his side, definetely.

in fact im not gonna marry anytime soon! we have a promise to go on a trip before or soon after we got married, and yes, he already cross his heart. LOL.

thanks phi, of course we will survive. but then again, if our destiny told us to spend the rest our lives together, we will live happily together. otherwise....... cant continue writing =(
phi said…
you have to have faith in what u believe :)

talk to your dad, nasib org kan bs berubah2 skrg msi kurang belum tntu bbrp taun kdpn msi begitu kan. kdg yg skrg lg sukses jg taun2 brikutnya ga tau nasibnya gmana..yg penting kan ada niat buat kerja, buat usaha, lama2 jg berkembang :)))

i wish u the best! i know it's not easy to be separated with someone u've been with for so long time..even when i get the news that i probably have to be in LD-relationship again...i have no choice :p
Intan Juliana said…
actually, i already did. tp tetep mereka gamau mengerti! sedih deh kalo diinget2 :(

btw thanks 4 ur support phi!! =)

Lah kenapa loe jadi LD lagi? pegi kemana Adi? hemm.... i know u can through it!!!CIAYO phi.........

gw sih ngerasa banget sebagai psaangan yg ngerangkak dr bawah, qta sebagai pihak cewe juga kudu rajin2 nabung en ikutan cari uang en support yg jelas...
Intan Juliana said…
actually, i already did. tp tetep mereka gamau mengerti! sedih deh kalo diinget2 :(

btw thanks 4 ur support phi!! =)

Lah kenapa loe jadi LD lagi? pegi kemana Adi? hemm.... i know u can through it!!!CIAYO phi.........

gw sih ngerasa banget sebagai psaangan yg ngerangkak dr bawah, qta sebagai pihak cewe juga kudu rajin2 nabung en ikutan cari uang en support yg jelas...
phi said…
if he gets the scholarship, he will be off to osaka next march. ugh. tough one :p

gilaaa gw si salut taaan sm lu bedua ud mulai usaha ini itu ud mulai nabung..ud mikirin masa depan bersama2...hebat! gw? prjuangan nabung menabung itu baru sajah dmulai :p

iya tan ill always support you!!!! u go girl!! heheh :D
Intan Juliana said…
a scholarship? wow..... i hope he can make it phi!! u have to support him no matter what. for the sake of your future.. who would have thought that someday maybe you can live in osaka :)

everything happens for reasons. keadaan lah yg bikin qta think harder n curi start mungkin yah kalo bisa bilang. cos we both dont come from a rich family, so theres always a price to pay...

thanks friend :) jbu

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