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august round up!

sorry for the lack of updates, please blame the fugly internet connection and the lack of ideas from my brain who usually just stared at a blank "new post" page on blogger, wrote some, and then save that shitty post to draft.

I wish I could post more in Fashion Smashion section. But it's so hard when you have noone but yourself to count on. and worse is, I don't have a tripod. I used to ask my sister to take picture of me, but you know she doesn't always here all the time and she's a bad photographer to be honest (don't tell her!). Well.. I guess I have to buy a tripod then.. I wore some amazing outfit these past month, too bad I didn't have a chance to share with you guys :(

SONY Alpha


Oh and for the first time in my life, I wanted something unusual: CAMERA DSLR.
The other day I went out with my friends and one of them brought camera Sony Alpha. Guess what? I really really love the result!! I immediately imagined me + sony alpha = perfect fashion smashion! I'm so blind about photography world, but I think to own that camera would be more than enough for me.






Anyhoo.... Just like many months behind, there always a bittersweet moments. 
Let's start with sweet moments first, 
• I won the shoes I've been dreaming of in my wholly life
• got featured in a magazine (will tell you later about this)
• bought some more gorgeous shoes n unexpectedly fell in love with flats!! 
• My little brother finally can swim!! There's a hidden tear in my eyes when the first time I saw he swim.. I hope he can be an athlete someday. Amen.
• Met my best friend for the first time this year! She traveled a lot and currently live in Beijing so I can't see her very often. 
• I joined 2010 Ubud Writers Festival. Still struggling to post my very first flash fiction. At least I must post my contribution. I hope I can make it! *fingercrossed*


BITTER
• I began to reconsider my current job. I'm not happy with it, never were never will. 
• I had a huge fight with my bf a couple times on August. I thought my tears just gone dry, but turned out I was still crying in my sleep. 
• My relationship with my sister keep getting worse. We seem disconnected and have a very different world.
• My friend's Dad still unconscious in hospital :(

I always said that nothing very good or very bad last in a very long time. Everything must come to an end. That's what life about, isn't it?

PS: I'll update this post with lotsa photos. So stay tune!! -> I changed my mind. I guess I'll  split these post with several posts later 
PS part deux: I posted this from my BB, please ignore the signature. Still have no idea how to erase it. Come on, it's embarrassing!



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