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July 12th



... will be the day I remember forever.


The day when I finally spoke up my mind and thrown up my childhood burdens.
The day when SHE yelled at me with rude words
The day when SHE nearly slapped me in the face
The day when SHE cursed me
The day when HE proved himself that he's not more than a pussy
The day when HE didn't being righteous
The day when HE blinded by fake love
The day when THEY hurt me so much, and so deep
The day when... I left home


Now everything won't be the same no more
Only time will tell
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Demetrius said…
I'm sorry for your trouble... Hopefully things will get better :)

"When a storm comes into your life, God will give you a place to hide. Don't leave until the storm is over."
July 15, 2011 at 2:08 AM
phi said…
be strong intan *big hug*
July 15, 2011 at 1:54 PM
siz said…
Tan be strong...I'll pray for you here..just have a little faith that everything is gonna be ok.. *big hug*
July 17, 2011 at 7:05 PM
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